relapsed after 120 days

I started PMO-ing when I was 11 years old, I already started out with fetishes at that age and haven't stopped until this year june. I'm 17 years old, so I've been on porn for 6 years in total PMO'd about 4-5 times on a day. My relationship was porn was always excusable for me, I always felt...

Hey guys, I'm new here. I've been trying to quit for years without success. After a crisis in August, when I reached rock bottom, I developed reflux and my anxiety spiked (depersonalization, death anxiety, fight flight freeze mode all day, intrusive thoughts, etc.). In October, still recovering...