saying no

Right now I am saying no. I will not PM. For context, I am physically in the spot where I have the toughest problem. I’m there right now. I could do it easily. Emotionally, I am also in a tough spot. I am stressed because my work has been piling up. I am worried about my career future...

Will I ever stop pressing that damn reset button? Holy shit. You know last New Years eve I told myself that 2017 was going to be the year that I finally defeated porn and lost weight and became a better person. One year later I am looking back and I am like what the hell. I could have done it...