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15 years, that is how long I have been exposed to porn. The most amount of time I have been without it at any given time is probably a week or so. I hate to say it, but it seems to me that porn is part of who I am. It's something I need, like water or food. I choose porn over sex. I choose porn...

Desperately need advice from people who have gone through porn escalation I’ve been addicted since around the age of 10. I was exposed to sex far too young and this combined with the fact that I was never very social led to me spending most of my time watching porn online. It started normally...

Has anyone else found that as they traveled deeper and deeper onto the pit of pornography, eventually climbing over into trans porn as your tastes evolve, that you largely cease to be attracted to cisgender women? I have come to a point, after 17 years of porn addiction and about 5 years on...

(A bit of a long post. last time I posted on the nofap subreddit but the only responses I got were people telling me I don't need to write an essay.please read through this entirely if you can) Yo I'm 17 male started porn when I was 9 or 10. watching anal porn was my go to. it soon became old...

Hi guys, First of all sorry for my spelling, english is not my first language so for that I struggle writing. Secondly, my advise may not apply to all the people that have this kind of addiction. I have been clean of that kind of porn for 3 months now. What it is helping me it’s to understand...

Hi, guys İn the last relapse, i watched some transwoman masturbation porn and i masturbate to them and there were scene i didn't masturbate to it but it was disgusting, so i was Skipping it till it ends because i feel i couldn't close it and i was still reading the name of the scene to be sure...

So yesterday I fapped without P since the tension was too much and it was really painful. And I felt much better than I would have if i relapsed to porn. What are your thoughts on this? And during the week I felt like my sensitivity was awakened again which felt really good but I also struggled...

Hi guys, I'm suffering OCD and i always watch lesbian and solo girls as usual, and it's so rare to watch transwomen. in this relapse, i watched a transwoman and now my mind remind me with a certain scene to do as she did, although i watched the usual stuff after this scene. Now it's 17 hours from...

So I started going to therapy to try and help myself out and thought I would ask you guys to see if there really is a connection. In plenty of psychology websites they talk about how trauma in early childhood can lead to addictions of all kinds. My mom was very hard on me. Like very strict. She...

First to say hello to everyone on this site and to everyone who is reading this post at the moment. 3-4 years ago, I have posted a success story, please read it before you read this, otherwise reading this has not much sense...

Hello my brothers, Iv been addicted to porn from a young age, I'm 28 now, my transwoman addiction started 5 years ago and i cant at the moment get the same feeling about women as i do from them. Its the intense rush, it feels like cocaine when i think about them or get triggers but I don't want...

Hello my brothers, Iv been addicted to porn from a young age, I'm 28 now, my transwoman addiction started 5 years ago and i cant at the moment get the same feeling about women as i do from them. Its the intense rush, it feels like cocaine when i think about them or get triggers but I don't want...

Today is the day where I have made it through 6 months of nofap. My genre of P was (and still is as I’m not there yet) trans/sissy/cross dressers which for a heterosexual male is quite difficult to work out why the attraction exists. There have been temptations along the way but for now I...

So, I have been addicted to this kind of porn for about 4 years now, 11 years of PMO in total. I have had several instances where I am with a female and I wasn't able to obtain a full erection or even sometimes not at all. I know I am straight, but I have indulged in a few transwoman escorts, and...

Hello guys I just wondered if any of you in here has experienced this? Personally when I was deep into my porn addiction I also became sex addicted, and I was acting out with transwomen and I always ended up filled with anxiety and shame plus guilt! know it's crazy but I guess porn really can...

So I recently broke up with my girlfriend after over 2 years, and since the breakup my porn urges has been a lot stronger and I have relapsed a lot! And one of the things I escalated into was transwoman porn and that's not something I'm proud of! I binged a lot of porn and then that transwoman stuff...

Exhibitionist sissy and transwoman porn-o-holic is where I have ended up in after years of incremental addiction. It has invaded my life, my mind, and my self. I have been trying to get off only to fall back in to it. I want to break free. I hope I can find some fellow souls who I can be open with.

Okay, so like many other first posts in this forum, this might be a bit long but please bear with me. I am a 35 year old man with a 21 year old addiction to pornography. My affliction has taken many forms and expressed itself in many ways, from anal, to lesbian, to teens and eventually (causing...

Hello, Just a warning - this is going to be a long post of my story. I want to start off by saying that I am not new to NoFap. I have practiced it before and the longest I’ve ever gone was for 1 month..the addiction if transwoman porn keeps coming back. It is almost unreal to me. Let’s start off...

Hey guys, I’m almost 2 whole weeks without masturbation! Yesterday was tough, but today was a little easier to handle. I haven’t exercised yet this week, which I don’t think is doing my confidence any good, but I’m going to try to tonight. The transwoman porn urges are still extremely strong, even...

Hey guys, I’m 12 days off of masturbation and 2 months off of porn. Last night, for the first time in a while, I had a dream about transwoman porn. I woke up extremely horny and I wanted to masturbate. But, in the end I didn’t. Today is the hardest day I’ve had to go through since I started this...

Hey guys, I’m 11 days off PMO, but I’m struggling a little bit, last night and this morning we’re tough. I was extremely close to relapsing both last night and this morning, but I fought the urges off. I also broke a streak for the longest I’ve gone without porn or masturbation. Could use a...

Hey guys, so it’s been about a month since I watched porn and I’m nine days off masturbating as well. If you haven’t read my previous posts, I am 17 and I used to crossdress and watch sissy/transwoman porn. I just wanted to give you guys an update on what I’m experiencing after 9 days. After 9...

So here’s my whole story... I remember when I was around the age of 10 or 11, I felt drawn to women’s clothes for some reason. I began to dress in my moms underwear and stuff most days when I was alone. I’m not sure why, but I was just drawn to it. I remember the first time I ever came was in a...

Hey guys, so I’m 16 and I basically have a transwoman/sissy porn fetish. I’m really trying to kick the porn habit. I can’t get hard thinking about girls anymore. I just broke a ten day streak of not masturbating. I haven’t watched porn in about 2 weeks, but I still have the urge to masturbate. I’ve...

hello as I mentioned I’m 15, I started watching porn when I was 11 normal porn, at 13 something I started watching transwoman porn idk why, it disgusts me at this point, at 14 I started questioning my sexuality as I couldn’t get hard to normal porn or anything, but saw that I’m 100% straight and...

Iv just found this out and i'm outraged and shocked! Just google gender bending plastics, we need to be calling on our governments to be banning these chemicals inside our plastics that get transferred into our foods and drinking water that we consume at an early age. Men are turning into...

Ever since i have tried to stop PMOing last year to transgendered people, the impulse to do it has become so much stronger, i don't know why, maybe because i'm thinking about it too much, i have exhausted all possibilities of logical reasoning why i don't like doing it and why i shouldn't, but sometimes the...

Hi everyone, I‘am a 19 years old heterosexual guy who masturbates to often. I have PIED and cannot „O“ While having Sex with my GF. I Started to MO at the age of 11 while looking at Bikini photos of women or fantasizing about women or girls. At this time i was aroused within seconds and Would...

So, I was very satisfied with my progress. Almost two months no PMO. Last night I almost had a wet dream and this disappointed me. Not because of the fact that I was dreaming about sex, but the fact that: 1. I was not an active part, I was watching my forever favorite actress having sex. She was...

Preface: Being a sissy is a choice. If you are happy with it, good. But there are people that choose it because they are not happy with themselves. There are people that choose it because they are influenced by the surroundings. A lot of males here feel that sissy life is not right, and this...

Hi guys! So yeah, basically porn has destroyed my life... I started watching porn on 11 - 12y/o (now I'm 21) and since then the normal thing was maybe once per day? yeah something like that, well I'm a lot into girls so at the age of 17 - 18 I datted a beautifull girl wich I felt in love with...

Hi NoFappers, I'm new to this and just on the way to becoming free of porn addiction. I'll do my best to be on point to not waste anybody's time. Also english isn't my first language = sorry for any mistakes. Here it goes. I started masturbating when I was 14. My preference of porn back then...

Hello all. First I want to say thanks for all the success/failure stories as it helped and inspired me to join this forum and I'm glad I found it. Ok lets get to it. I'm a 31 year old male with what I believe is PIED. Like a lot of people on here it started with straight porn, then lesbian...

Hello fellas, I am currently on my 327 day without any porn usage. During that period I orgasmed quite often ( every 3-4 days) because I had a girlfriend and we used to have sex over that period. I was fapping off to porn for around 13 years and yes my addiction escalated also to transwoman and...

This Whole Week I've Been Using PMO atleast twice a day and most of the porn was Transexual Porn. Today I noticed the main cause that leads me to using PMO. And it was just thinking about something related to a body part or porn itself. Today i was washing the dishes and boom all of a sudden i...

Hi there, this is my first post on nofap and as of now I'm a bit of a mess - looking to see if anyone has had a similar hocd experience and ways to deal with it. First off I have massive respect for gay guys, i've lived in gay friendly cities, gone to gay bars and drag shows with my ex...

I wrote this a couple minutes ago as an answer to an old thread, but I guess it can be its own thread for any of you guys wanting to read about it. I got into trans porn to the point I don't even know those female pornstars you mentioned, I think Sasha Gray is the only female pornstar I can name...

I know that if I distract myself by just playing video games my mood won't improve, I'll obviously stay depressed. But my question is if I did reboot while just doing the same things (except PMOing of course), would that even help to return my brain to it's default wiring? I would still go to...

I will start from the bottom, I first started watch porn at age 12 or 13 and have done that for 8 years(now 21) is started off as normal sex and got worse over time. The stuff I am into currently is girls masturbating and have watched transwoman porn around 10 times.. I don't like to keep count...

If I have too many triggers here, someone please let me know and I'll delete it, or you can remove my post. It's not my intent to trigger anyone, just want people to see how bad things can get if you expose yourself to this filth. I've watched porn for 30 years and have heavily been into the...

Hey guys I know I have been gone for a couple of months, but I wanted to let you guys know how I`ve been doing. I`ve graduated with a bachelors in psychology, im now 30, and im going to church. I`m entering into christian counseling to help me with my faith and my porn addiction. I have banned...

I have been reading over these posts for a while so i decided i should go ahead and tell my story. Id consider myself a prety typical Australian 17 year old; im into basketball, surfing, water polo etc. I would say that i suffer from severe depression or that my life is a mess. Anyway ill start...

Had an (almost) wet dream last night about being with a TG girl. Is this because of porn and hypnosis still in my subconscious or am I just into that?

Guys. Great to have you and this forum around. Ive been fapping since i was around 15, and thats nearly 20 years ago. I guess everyone faps. But ive been increasing the dosis ever since. Not necessarily in terms of quantity. But quality. Fapping to BDSM and transwoman Porn has been my kick since...

Hi, I'm an italian student, i'm 19 years old. I'm here to reeboot, but for do it i NEED to tell someone my story. Before start i should apologise for my english :emoji_sweat::emoji_sweat:. I started watching porn al 12-13 years, at the begining it was just occasionally but then it becames more...

Hi, Throughout my childhood and adolescence so far (I'm 22) I've been addicted to pornography, especially at TG / Crossdresser / Sissy. I have practically more time of my life on Addict Porn than Life in Freedom! I'm getting ready to start the monk mode journey for a period of 7 ~ 10 months...

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I've been addicted to porn since I was 14.I'm 21 now. Thats seven years. Everyday for seven years. At first it was the most fun thing I could do when I got home from school. I was having a particularly hard time at school. My friends at the time were really into sports and I wasn't, I was always...

FUCK MY SELF! I KNEW I WAS WEAK. PLUS NOFAP IS FAKE, I THOUGHT THE URGES WERE SUPPOSED TO DISAPPEAR! FUCK THIS SHIT.

Guys! I thought this shit waa supposed to start disappearing... Today at 5AM when I was still sleeping, I had a dream about a sex scene between a transwoman and a female and also just a bunch of other sex scenes that involved blow jobs, fucking (man and woman) etc, It was nasty, but once again it...

I've asked so many times but nobody gives me an answer. Please link me to the answer. I need to know if it is possible to overcome this nasty fetish.

I have found myself in the past looking at transwoman porn. I am a man. A heterosexual man. What I want to say is that porn is so destructive.

I'd like to know if anyone has managed to get transwomen and sissy fetishes out of their lives with success. Questions : 1. Do you still think about trannys anymore? 2. How do you feel whenever transgendered person come up? 3. What's it like with females now? 4. Any superpowers? 5. MOST IMPORTANT : HOW DID...

I feel as if I'm not 'addicted' to it but it's more of a habit that I've stuck to for years. Because whenever I'm at school from 7AM until 3PM, I don't think about that shit but once 10PM,11PM or 12AM touchdown, then the urge grows. I'm unable to fall asleep without watching it, sometimes I stay...

At the onset of teenage, nudity itself is so much fascinating. The problem lies when we start ignoring how much we are drowning into porn, just for some minutes of ecstasy, ignoring our physical and mental health as well. Personally, it started on similar ground for me. Over the years, I dived...

Hi everyone, I've just joined the forum and I wanted to say a little bit about why I'm here. I'm male, have always been straight - I don't find guys attractive at all - and have never really had any trouble finding girls/women to go out with me since I was about 15. And yet ever since I...

Hellow fellow, After a discouraged period I'm motivated and with a new reboot plan. I've never been a fapper and my problem is pornography as a stress-reliever, 99.9% of my relapses are because of boredom and not because I'm excited, understand? The plan is to do the reboot with masturbation 3x...

Reading about promiscuity and pornography, I read a summary of Hooked's book about casual sex, promiscuity, pornography among other things, and effects on the brain. I'm 22yo and I use pornography since early (9-10) - I'm deeply addicted to transwoman / sissy / crossdressing porn. I dress like a...

I watched all types of porn (esp transwoman) since the age of 12 and had ED my whole sex life and I didn't know how.I had an identity crisis also but through Reddit I found out that 95% of straight males are attracted to transwomen because of "erotic illusion" I ruin 15 years of my lives suffering...

I'm in a horrible phase of my life, hit rock buttom. I have been using porn since childhood and this has negatively influenced me, I was sexually abused and had some experience with cousins in childhood - this contributed to my isolation, shame and shyness as a teenager. All this took away my...

been jacking off ever since i was a kid,but i had to start taking help as soon as i found this new kink with transwoman porn...man is it addicting