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This is my first Journal and many more will come in future about how I was addicted to Porn, my struggle with "Sexual Lust" for a long time, Sissyfication, Masturbation, Femdom, Sissy Hypnosis and especially Big Black Cocks because of which I feel I have lost my Masculine Aura and...
Hey guys,
I'm a 29 year old gay male who's been watching sissy hypnos for several years. These are the type that usually have subliminal messages inciting the viewers to be extra feminine and slutty etc.
So, I've always identified myself as a gay male since I was 13, and though I like men, i...
this challenge only for people who want to stop fetishes and kinks will last 6 months , i m one of you i have many fetishes for feet , humiliation , sissification , cbt ballbusting and many weird stuff i hated so bad , i did promise myself this time i will end up all of this bullshit this...
Hey im Taylor, im 24 and I've had a sissy addiction of dressing up and post pictures online since I was 15... My pictures have spread all over the internet and this has made it very difficult not creating new content and looking back at older pictures to see what people are doing with them. Im...
So I started going to therapy to try and help myself out and thought I would ask you guys to see if there really is a connection. In plenty of psychology websites they talk about how trauma in early childhood can lead to addictions of all kinds.
My mom was very hard on me. Like very strict. She...
Good morning to NoFap community, I introduce briefly myself, I am Italian, 45 years old, technical engineer. I have worked with foreigners and I know how cultural differences can cause misunderstandings, so I apologize for my english.
About my history with P I must say that I was lucky, because...
Hello guys.
I have watched for the past two years alot of hypnosis videos about sissy slave stuff. Now I dont get hard or even get attracted to a woman unless she slaves me or insults me in a very nasty way. I want this to stop but i dont know how. Shiuld i watch movies for anti sissy??? What do...
I keep relapsing over and over and over and over and over and over and over again to that sissy filth. It's not my girlfriend's fault. It's mine that we can't have well sex. Everything is screwed. I don't know when I started losing myself this bad. I've reached a bottom.
As someone who had been into the sissy fetish for a couple of decades I can tell you that it's the most destructive thing I can think of. I know alcoholism or heroin addiction looks like and believe me, while they are damaging and extremely hard to quit, sissy hypnos are just another level. They...
Hey community, finding my way through this rough time on day 3. My dilemma is that when I usually had free time I would usually spend it cruising Grindr looking for other men to hook up with.
It all started years ago crossdressinf, panties, wigs, clothes, heels, whole nine yards, drinking...
I am on day 7. I never was this long without release. I can control urge to PMO, but in my head I have thoughts about: going to escort to "fix" my distorted sexuality, going on fetish forum to find dominatrix who will feminize me, make me her pet and pegg me, seek gay encounter to please my...
I am a straight guy and I have regular anal penetration cravings. They happen less often than desire to stimulate my penis. Long story short I heard about prostate massage, I failed, then I saw long piece of extremely fetishistic porn (furry, gender transformation, animal transformation...
Hey. Has anyone ever successfully recovered from viewing sissy hypno? I used to be a heterosexual guy totally into women who felt 100% masculine. Now when I see the kind of women that used to turn me on, I start to swish, I take on her mannerisms, I want to wear her clothes. I want to be her...
Hi guys, i don't even know where to start. What im taught, it's best to start with introducing yourself. Hi, im Victor, im 19 years old univestity student from Europe. I have a sexual disorder which i can't yet define. All i know is that i need help.
So... My problems started about 2 years ago...
Hi everyone
I am 16 years old and I am suffering from crossdressing or forced feminization fetish, it is really worst and I want to get rid of it
My forced feminization fetish has started 2 years when I was newly introduced to feminization captions sissy porn before that I had BDSM fetish
I...
Hello, NoFap community. This is my second time typing it... so hopefully, I include everything... It's fun hitting Ctrl+W and losing an entire post... Anyways.
This is probably going to be reposted and laughed at on so many hypno P and 'sissy' subreddits, and 'chance' as the other NoFap...
So i came to know about NoFap about a month ago. Currently I am on a 2 week streak of not fapping to porn or masturbating in general.
However it is getting very difficult to control my urges now and I think the problem is too many triggers. Just thinking about my fetishes makes me want to rub...
I used to consider myself straight, masculine and now I have been reduced to nothing by sissy hypnosis. I've ended up not just addicted to watching endless sissy hypno porn videos and audio files but I've actually made up my own which I have listened to underneath girly pop music songs while I...
Hello guys. I decided to share my story here to express my gratitude for abstaining for 50 days now.
I do not consider myself distinctly successful, but I think it belongs here somehow.
Trigger warning: I'm not going to describe details about fapping itself, but sometimes I'll describe...
Sissy Porn.
My boyfriend is in to sissy porn, and that’s not all.
Before we start this, I want to say that I have no intention on leaving my boyfriend. He is the most positive influence in my life, but I’m truly scared for him after learning how dangerous sissy porn and the lifestyle that...
H, I'm a guy who had a feminization hypno issue. I'm new but already went two days. My only concern is that I've masturbated to this and I'm worried my brain will hold onto it. The thing is, I'm a teen and I'm worried this will effect me heavily. Is this permanent or do I just have to wait it...
Hey everyone, I'm 22 and I just came across this site last night while on the brink of tears because I feel that I've lost control of my life. I've developed a sissy fetishist and I'very had this for about 5 or so years now. Last night was the first time I looked at myself in the mirror and...
I'm writing this post to not only tell my story but also to reach out to those that have the same exact problem. I lurked around for posts about sissification addiction for a brief period of time and found that a lot of people have found this fetish to be especially "powerful" in its holding on...