sissy addiction

Hello guys, I normally only post on my „I want to change“ post but I got into an relationship in January and didn’t watch any porn for over a 100 days. Before that I was very lonely and watched a lot of fucked up porn, and it really messed me up. Ever since I got to meet her I’ve lost the urge...

Hi everyone, I need some advice about a situation I experienced recently. My girlfriend and I were about to have sex for the first time, but I couldn’t get erect. It was really frustrating and embarrassing because I care about her deeply, and I wanted the moment to be special. For context,I'm...

Hey guys, I’m currently spiralling FAST and thought I’d post here to try and get some tips from people who have been in a similar situation. To the people who have had issues with findom / the sissy cult (IR porn especially) and are now in recovery: what do I need to do to prepare for a...

Day 0 Well i just relapsed now, and i normally always post daily about how my day went. I never got more than a 14 days streak, even if im trying for +3 years to quit porn. Now i want to get over 30 days, and really make a change and stop these intrusiv thoughts which have being hauntig me...

Hello guys, so somehow since last week when I had a big relapse I am relapsing again and again. I also seem to develop a sissy and trans addiction, I text with some random girls about anal stimulation and anal sex which is performed on me with a girl with a strapon or even a guy. So basically...

Yess, I struggled very much it was worth it. I started nofap three years ago and jumped through hoops however I beat addiction. Everything didn't finish. I need to improve myself more. I don't have fetishes now. I think the reason was lovelessness. But I loved myself and I was able to solve some...

So I recently found out that my partner has been watching sissy Hypno for a long time (+10 years) and I don't know how to take it... Everything I've been reading says it can be really damaging, if anyone knows anything more about this/has any advice, I'd be really appreciative! Warning ⚠️...

I just turned 18, and just felt like posting my Journay. Started like everyone very young (12/13) a „friend“ showed me to it and jerked toghter, which he afterwards wanted to do it again. I luckily declined because (im 90% sure of how he acted, he wanted more). Then i started to Jerk daily...

I relapse sooner and sooner. The last months i rarley relapsed, but since a few weeks i relapse all the time. I end up watching porn (soft porn) but instantly picture myself in these fucked up Situations and it‘s just haunting me. Really anxious/scared that it gets worse again.

I want to use this post to introduce myself and get something of my chest... My story with PMO began when I was around 14 years old in 2009. I had masturbated occasionally but had no access to Internet P*rn or used any visual aid as in videos. But one summer night when my parents were gone and...

Escaping Sissy/Feminazation porn I created here an account, because i finally found people, who have the Same Problems. Well i think i should first of give a summary of my story. My first contact with Porn was when i was 13 a friend showed to me and what jerking off is.(Afterwards he always...

It's been 11 years since I first watched porn, 11 years where I don't even know myself, 11 years of addiction, 11 years of the same cycle, 11 years of disgraceful fetishes, 11 years dirty never clean, I've said today is the day that I quit many many times and failed many and many times I am...

Hi, let me start by describing myself a bit. I am 23 years old, since I can remember I was attracted to dressing women's clothes, but this fetish did not bother me too much. For 5 years I have been in a relationship with a girl who tolerates seeing me sometimes in women's underwear etc. The...

Hi Hmm it been a long time since i didnt post here but i been thinking about sharing this for a long time i hope it migth be helpful for some people First of all i just wanna tell you im not doing nofap rigth now and its been years since i last tried yet i still got rid of sissy porn...

Hey everyone, I am a new member, though I have been doing the NoFap challenge for about five or so years now. For about the past six-seven years, about 90% of the porn which I have been viewing has been femdom in some way. The other 10% would be a few other genres like lesbian, Blowjob POV etc...

Hi Guys, I am new here. I heard a lot about this group, and decided to join today. Let me introduce myself. I am a 24 year old guy, fit, smart (even got an A in psychology, but still can't really help myself..). I identify myself as straight. From the beginning with porn (around age 12), I was...

Hello . I am 23 years old , started porn around 8 years ago. At age 19 i the adiction started. I am adicted to sissy porn. I tried to stop so many time but failed i was allways relapsing. I am atracted to women , never had anything with a man. I dont know what to do , i also have a girlfriend...

Hey guys, I'm a 29 year old gay male who's been watching sissy hypnos for several years. These are the type that usually have subliminal messages inciting the viewers to be extra feminine and slutty etc. So, I've always identified myself as a gay male since I was 13, and though I like men, i...

So I’ve been in Nofap for under a year but I only started taking it seriously a couple of months ago. I used to watch porn every day from being 13 years old and I’m now 17. The first time I masturbated I was really young like around 7-8 years old and I did it accidentally but I didn’t know...

Hello. I'm 22 years old. I've always liked being dominated by women. However, for a few years now I started watching femdom themed porn. Since that time, I can't masturbate to other movies anymore. It has to be pegging / foot fetish / sissy / transwoman / cuckold and other femdom porns. I can't...

Hi I am 30, and did not watch porn for long, but I had a terrbile break up some month ago, then the lockdown because of covid, I fall back, after many years, fall back terribly. I was watching sissy hypno and now I can not think about women, my dick stays limp, it is already 4 days. I finished...

Hello guys, I am an 18-year-old male. I have identified as a male for all of my life, and never really placed my gender identity into question. Since I was a kid I had an interest in women's clothing. I would steal my mom's pantyhose and swimsuits and would love to wear these. I crossdressed...

Hey guys! Ok, so I have written a post before about my journey and my realisations when it comes to my sissy and trans related porn problem, if you'd like to read that, here it is (Link: https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/my-sissy-and-trans-porn-story.240717/#post-2148355). I am writing...

Two months ago I've stopped watching porn and it had been quite difficult sometimes but easier than today (sexcam with guys, etc). Today I was doing dinner for me, and I was also on Tiktok when suddenly I see a porn scene post with links and everything (Fucking lost 60 days without porn). But...

Hey im Taylor, im 24 and I've had a sissy addiction of dressing up and post pictures online since I was 15... My pictures have spread all over the internet and this has made it very difficult not creating new content and looking back at older pictures to see what people are doing with them. Im...

Hey im Taylor, im 24 and I've had a sissy addiction of dressing up and post pictures online since I was 15... My pictures have spread all over the internet and this has made it very difficult not creating new content and looking back at older pictures to see what people are doing with them. Im...

Based off of reading some previous posts on this topic I know there are some others here who have similar experiences as mine, so I thought I'd share in hopes of finding support and showing others like me that they aren't alone. For context before I begin I'm a 23 year old guy that lives as a...

Hello! I've been watching porn for which I consider is extreme fetish kind. It is bisexual, sissy, and submissive pornography. It is something I like during masturbation, but I feel immediate disgust after ejaculating. It is something I wouldn't like to experience in real life. My problem is...

Today is the day where I have made it through 6 months of nofap. My genre of P was (and still is as I’m not there yet) trans/sissy/cross dressers which for a heterosexual male is quite difficult to work out why the attraction exists. There have been temptations along the way but for now I...

Out of desperation I am making this post because I've done the unthinkable and I feel like I am running out of options. Also, trigger warning for anyone else dealing with this sissy hell like I am. I've been addicted to porn since I was about in middle school and now I am 24. It first escalated...

Hi everyone, I'm 26 years old transgender woman and here's why I have decided to join NoFap community: 1. I started my porn/fetish addiction when I was 12, I was little boy in a family without father with no privacy (no personal room or safe space) and school where I was constantly bullied...

Hello, I finally decided to create a nofap account and join the movement. This isn't the first time I try to quit, I've tried a few times, all without success. I think my story goes a little bit different than most of you guys because I didn't start masturbating to straight vanilla porn. My...

Wow! It’s been a little while since I’ve been on here. So, if you aren’t familiar with my previous posts, I’m 17 and I was addicted to transwoman/sissy porn for a while. About a year ago, I decided it was time to change, but it wasn’t as easy as I thought it would be. When I first tried to quit, I...

I tried posting this on the reddit but for whatever reason it instantly got removed by moderators. This in no way discriminates anyone with different sexualities. This is simply a post that is aimed at helping people who suffer from porn induced hocd to see through their anxiety and realise that...

Hey guys, I’m almost 2 whole weeks without masturbation! Yesterday was tough, but today was a little easier to handle. I haven’t exercised yet this week, which I don’t think is doing my confidence any good, but I’m going to try to tonight. The transwoman porn urges are still extremely strong, even...

When I say NoFap work IT WORKS, I was addicted to femdom sissy submissive porn for 2 years, I recently got a gf and I was having trouble and I got very concerned it got to the point idk loose my erection if there even was one to begin with I started NoFap 18 days ago and the result came about...

Hello everyone, I recently had what may be a very important breakthrough in my struggle to deal with compulsive sexual/porn thoughts. Some background, I got into P. a very long time ago and it got progressively weirder until I found myself watching "sissy hypnosis" videos (if you don't know what...

I speak with a transwoman, and I don’t know if I should meet her or not? I didn’t fap for 4 days. But I don’t know how it will make me feel meeting one, because I stopped the sissy and the transwoman porn. I need an advice.

I m already at my 3rd day ! Now it’s starting to get hard for me (I watch sissy and transwoman Porn) I can already feel the urge !!!! Exploding !!! I see myself on Instagram sissy profiles... terrible profiles that convert males, into sissy’s. It’s just turns me on this is why I keep going...

Alright so this is going to be a kind of overview of my sexual experiences in the past and my addiction to sissy porn. This will be a brief overview of sexual encounters I had when I was younger. I had been exposed to porn at a young age, I couldn't tell you exactly when I first started...

Hi ! I already posted a topic here, but it didn’t go so well. it was 8 months ago. Since then, things I guess got a little bit worst. first I would like to say I think I am straight. I have feeling for women, and right now I’m in a relation ship which is going good and I have fun having...

[Please excuse my English] Ok so I am a 18y.o. student at high school in last grade and I have a problem with porn. More specifically with femdom porn(over a year now). And I realized that I had to do something when I got to sissy stuff. Even though this my first thread here I had created...

I hope this place can help. I am a biological male who totally identifies as being feminine in almost every way. It is a long story how I got here, but I will make it short. I realize now that, I think, I was an experiment in a very twisted household. Raised by a passive-aggressive...

For some reason on a NoFap No PMO streak I began two days ago now it is almost two days. I’ve had these feminine fantasies and desire to act feminine from day 1 but haven’t acted on it. For example since day 1 I’ve had an irrestistible urge to wear a pink scarf. Now it’s day 2 and I had this...

Hi all, I started watching/looking at porn when I accidentally stumbled across it at the age of 10 - I was looking for chess pawns but didn't know how to spell... After 6 years of escalation, I began to delve into Sissy Hypno - this coincided with a time where I was told I was going to move...

I keep relapsing over and over and over and over and over and over and over again to that sissy filth. It's not my girlfriend's fault. It's mine that we can't have well sex. Everything is screwed. I don't know when I started losing myself this bad. I've reached a bottom.

Hi guys, I've been trying to stop PMO for September, but I have relapsed 4 times. I don't know what to do now. My life is kinda boring and sad right now. I'm way too antisocial, and pessimistic. My main problem is Sissy Porn, which I've been into since 2017. It makes me feel as a submissive girl...

Hello everyone, I'm a member of the NoFap community for a little over 3 days now. I just wanted to say that it's all about the choices we make. Every emotion is inside us. It's just that, what emotion do we decide to act upon. So, take the responsibility, choose what's best for you. And while...

Preface: Being a sissy is a choice. If you are happy with it, good. But there are people that choose it because they are not happy with themselves. There are people that choose it because they are influenced by the surroundings. A lot of males here feel that sissy life is not right, and this...

I started my healing journey 1,5 years ago after a traumatic "sissy" hypnosis experience. Some of you may or may not know what this is, but if p*rn is an illness, sissy hypno is cancer. It can be explained as media that destroys lives, produced by malignant people without any ethics or morals...

So I’ve been wanting to share my story for a few weeks, and today happens to be my 100th day without orgasm. I began NoFap after realizing how poor my romantic life was and how my sissification fetish controlled large portions of my time. I was not the man I wanted to become. So 100 days ago...

As someone who had been into the sissy fetish for a couple of decades I can tell you that it's the most destructive thing I can think of. I know alcoholism or heroin addiction looks like and believe me, while they are damaging and extremely hard to quit, sissy hypnos are just another level. They...

Hey community, finding my way through this rough time on day 3. My dilemma is that when I usually had free time I would usually spend it cruising Grindr looking for other men to hook up with. It all started years ago crossdressinf, panties, wigs, clothes, heels, whole nine yards, drinking...

So for as long as I can remember I've always had really random and occasional fantasies of feminine things which eventually evolved into crossdressing maybe 15 times over the whole course of my childhood and in the ladder years being very disappointed with myself afterwards. I've always...

Hi, Since my younger years I watched boy to girl videos and mastrubate on it, with the fantasy that I could be that boy. Later I discovered the term sissy porn and started with soft video's but iam currently on the heavy videos. I even bought various dresses, a wig, pantyhose and lingerie...

hi I started the challenge but I have some questions. I already at day 4 And i have no limit for myself. I feel already much better I was addicted to transwomen and sissy porn including hypnosis. I used to have sex 2 times a day and still masturbating from time to time. I felt guilty so...

Hey. Has anyone ever successfully recovered from viewing sissy hypno? I used to be a heterosexual guy totally into women who felt 100% masculine. Now when I see the kind of women that used to turn me on, I start to swish, I take on her mannerisms, I want to wear her clothes. I want to be her...

Hey all, I've been addicted for at least 10 years to P in conjunction with compulsive M, high risk and/or anonymous sex with both men and women, limited crossdressing, exhibitionism and voyeurism. I've been married for almost 8 years, and my wife and I are expecting a baby soon. I've been...

Greetings. First of all, I have to say that this community is quite helpful and really supportive. Props to the volunteering work that every member does in order to help many men regain and free themselves from this addictive behavior. As probably every member here, I'd like to share my story...

So a little bit of background - I used to be into sissy porn, but the farthest I have initially taken it a couple of years back is anal stuff for two minutes with only visual hypno - since then, I took up NoFap, that seemed to help with a lot as I got a lot of my life back together, though the...

Hi everyone, my name is nick and i am a college student. Porn addiction has led me to completely screw up my 3 years of college and i really want to recover from it now and i hope i do. I did try to quit porn before but i slipped back into it everytime. My porn addiction has worsen because i...

Hi guys, wanted to share something with you all. I started NOFAP a week ago, because of my sP addiction issues, and problematic sexual behaviour and other problems in life. As much as i have seen that this program does people good, i am not gonna log in for 2 months. Why? Because one of my main...

Hello to everybody! I wanted to share something with the community. I am, as you can see in my posts, currently in the beginning of the battle with my sP problem. (sissy porn and sissy fetish). Besides of begining PMO streak 5 days ago, i also went to a psycholog to talk about my issues. One of...

Hi guys, i don't even know where to start. What im taught, it's best to start with introducing yourself. Hi, im Victor, im 19 years old univestity student from Europe. I have a sexual disorder which i can't yet define. All i know is that i need help. So... My problems started about 2 years ago...

Hello All I’m a 29 year old married man who is looking for some support from these forums. I’m fairly new to the realization that I have a porn addiction which has transformed into a sissy obsession. In researching this fetish online I found there were a number of posts on this site regarding...

First of all, sorry for my bad english. I need help. I present myself before: i'm a guy, i'm 20, virgin, never kissed, never had a girl. I'm addicted to porn and sissy hypno since (maybe) 4/5 years. I'm talking to the people who don't know what it sissy hypno: it's a particular type of porn...

Hi everyone I am 16 years old and I am suffering from crossdressing or forced feminization fetish, it is really worst and I want to get rid of it My forced feminization fetish has started 2 years when I was newly introduced to feminization captions sissy porn before that I had BDSM fetish I...

Hello everyone.. I just signed up tonight. I was wondering if crossdressing is harmful to me. As a kid I used to crossdress because it made me happy but over time I've become addicted to the sissy fetish. Is there a way to go back to the times when I was a kid when I crossdressed because it was...

I used to consider myself straight, masculine and now I have been reduced to nothing by sissy hypnosis. I've ended up not just addicted to watching endless sissy hypno porn videos and audio files but I've actually made up my own which I have listened to underneath girly pop music songs while I...

Hello guys. I decided to share my story here to express my gratitude for abstaining for 50 days now. I do not consider myself distinctly successful, but I think it belongs here somehow. Trigger warning: I'm not going to describe details about fapping itself, but sometimes I'll describe...

Hey dudes. This is gonna be a long recovery, but I need to start making it happen today. For I would say at least 10 years (from the age of 11!!!!), I've been masturbating/getting off multiple times a day. My introduction to porn was...sissy porn and sissy hypnosis, somehow? I don't remember...

Hello everyone I'm 24yo guy seeking help for sissy porn/hypno addiction. (kindly ignore my grammatically incorrect english and sentence formation) I just can't refrain myself from watching and masturbating to it. I tried to move away from my computer but couldn't do it for more than two days...

I’m reposting what I’ve posted on another thread because, honestly, it’s just too painful to lay it all out there again. I’m sobbing just writing this because I’m so scared my boyfriend is damaged beyond repair. I have no problem with queer lifestyle, as I’m bisexual myself, I’m just so worried...

Sissy Porn. My boyfriend is in to sissy porn, and that’s not all. Before we start this, I want to say that I have no intention on leaving my boyfriend. He is the most positive influence in my life, but I’m truly scared for him after learning how dangerous sissy porn and the lifestyle that...

Goodmorning from the netherlands, I my self don't have this problem, but me and a buddy of mine think our best friend has a 'sissy' if that's how you call it problem. And I'm in kinda need of some help. To explain we thought he was just doing drugs and found gay porn on his phone like 4 years...

Im nearing day 60 now but im really stressing out. Today at work i got annoyed at something. Immediately i Started fantasising about the sissy stuff and it was as bad as ever. I havent had many problems with it till now. I dont know why this and my hocd is starting to come back. To start with...

Not even sure who will read this or if it will be read at all. Like most guys I started "PMO"? (I think that's what it's called on here) in my early teens maybe around 13. I've always had a bit of a thing for feet and with the world of porn at my fingertips, I watched some featuring this...

So I figured out why our p-brains always want to go back and look at images, websites, and videos, even when we aren't horny. Ever heard of the fear of missing out? It's why I want to keep looking at twitter accounts about So's so's feet. Or new foot videos. Or them talking about something while...

So i'll just start out without not giving too much unnecessary detail. This is only partial and basic information the whole story is a lot more in-depth, but that would be maybe at a later time. i'm 20 years old, fapping from around 11-12. Normal porn til around 17 then i started escalating to...

Possible Trigger Warning Hey everyone. So I have seen a lot of people on here having trouble with Sissy porn or Sissification such as sissy hypnos. While i have had temptation in that aspect, my struggle, which i havent seen a lot of, is with being the dominate one with a sissy or crossdreser...

Hello everyone. I am an 18 year old male and I have a problem. I started porn when I was 13 I believe, but can't recall. I started with the basic fap to the classmates(girl) picture and then moved to vanilla porn. I quickly became an addict and picked up many addictions in that time. Parents...

I’m gonna be honest here. I masturbate around 7 times a week always to hardcore porn. I wanna stop so bad but i keep getting dragged back in after only a week of quitting. I met a wonderful girl and I want a future with her but I have trouble having sex with her because of all the porn. She...

Hi everyone, I don’t know why it took me so long to finally start an account here. I suppose I thought that I could beat it alone, but reading some stories here I finally feel safe sharing my own with people who can truly understand who I am. It’s a bit of a long story but bear with me. I am...