Hey guys, I’m currently spiralling FAST and thought I’d post here to try and get some tips from people who have been in a similar situation.
To the people who have had issues with findom / the sissy cult (IR porn especially) and are now in recovery:
what do I need to do to prepare for a...
I‘ve been trying to quit porn for years now, but only got once over 20 days. And usally relapse every 3 days, and each time i feel like im going back one step more in that porn rabbit hole.
I‘ve been to Therapy and tried much. But i could Never beat the temptation to relapse.
All the time i do...
I feel like i had a good run the last months, i had very few relapses and my intrusiv thoughts (older uploads) about femdom stuff…
But i have this feeling in me which sometimes overwhelmse me completly, my mind goes ape shit. And then relapse.
And honestly im scared of again genre escalation...
Just relapsed for the third time this week.
The first two times i stopped mid-way. But now i just binged porn for 2 Hours or so.
I feel like throwing up with all these intrusiv thoughts.
Pretty anxious of it getting even worse. (Going back to these fucked up categories)
I feel like it’s...
So I recently found out that my partner has been watching sissy Hypno for a long time (+10 years) and I don't know how to take it... Everything I've been reading says it can be really damaging, if anyone knows anything more about this/has any advice, I'd be really appreciative!
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I just turned 18, and just felt like posting my Journay.
Started like everyone very young (12/13) a „friend“ showed me to it and jerked toghter, which he afterwards wanted to do it again.
I luckily declined because (im 90% sure of how he acted, he wanted more).
Then i started to Jerk daily...
I relapse sooner and sooner.
The last months i rarley relapsed, but since a few weeks i relapse all the time.
I end up watching porn (soft porn) but instantly picture myself in these fucked up Situations and it‘s just haunting me.
Really anxious/scared that it gets worse again.
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I created here an account, because i finally found people, who have the Same Problems.
Well i think i should first of give a summary of my story.
My first contact with Porn was when i was 13 a friend showed to me and what jerking off is.(Afterwards he always...
Hello! Like the topic reads I just realized I was still under the control of s**** hypno. I havent been watching any for a long time. But now I realized that it still affects my unconscious when I masturbate - and I hardly masturbate these days! Wow. What a revelation. Thank you God, and thank...
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I am 22 years old and have been watching porn since I was as young as 10 years old. Over the past 12 years I have developed a severe addition to pornography. I believe that this addiction led to the decline and ultimate demise of my long-term relationship with a woman that should have been...
31m and domestic abuse survivor from a 12 year relationship/9 year marriage.
I want everyone's opinion... I have noticed that I'm developing some intense/darker kinks sexually and I did some research. What I found was our brain will take a traumatic event, subconsciously process the pain we're...
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Today something strange happened at my local mall that lead me to recurring thoughts about porn.
But before I get into the situation I quickly want to tell you how my addiction to porn started.
I started watching Internet porn on the age of 15. It went from vanilla to an*l to degrading porn...
I've been trying to figure out how to write about this for an hour now, the simple version is, I think I have AGP fetish.
I've had it for a long time now but never actually thought about it.
I knew it was just a fetish and once I finished it was forgotten, but a couple of days ago I thought to...
Hey everyone, I am a new member, though I have been doing the NoFap challenge for about five or so years now.
For about the past six-seven years, about 90% of the porn which I have been viewing has been femdom in some way. The other 10% would be a few other genres like lesbian, Blowjob POV etc...
Please understand that some terms that can be seen as triggers will be used.
I give partial credit for some of the material presented to Reddit user u/MagnivusPrime, who made a post in "r/TGandSissyRecovery" .
A question I've always asked myself and ended up hating myself for. The shame that...
Hello . I am 23 years old , started porn around 8 years ago. At age 19 i the adiction started. I am adicted to sissy porn. I tried to stop so many time but failed i was allways relapsing. I am atracted to women , never had anything with a man. I dont know what to do , i also have a girlfriend...
I noticed that I can easily make it to 5 days, until the urges starts, and on 7 days it becomes really hard. Also seeing dreams about porn every night after 5 days. I cant think anything else but porn, I cant distract myself becouse the urges are nonstop on my mind. This is making me suicidal...
I cant stop watching porn, I always fail trying to reboot. Again I went in to p sites to fap, I just cant resist it. I feel completely dead and my brains are dying and Im ruining my life. I have no idea how to make it. This shit is impossible when you have went too far.. :( Great life I had..so...
I have porn flashbacks and sissy toughts whole days. I have been without porn only few days since last masturbation. Will these flashbacks and disguting fantasies ever leave? :( Be honest, I have ruined my life and I feel very depressed.
Religious people, please pray for me. No one deserves...
Now this story is gonna be a long one, so please bare with me.
I've always been a sexual person, since I was VERY young.
The first time I ever jerked off was probably when I was around 5 or 6, back then when I first discovered this I used to come back from school, strip naked in my room and just...
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I'm 22 years old. I've always liked being dominated by women. However, for a few years now I started watching femdom themed porn. Since that time, I can't masturbate to other movies anymore. It has to be pegging / foot fetish / sissy / transwoman / cuckold and other femdom porns. I can't...
Hello guys, I am an 18-year-old male. I have identified as a male for all of my life, and never really placed my gender identity into question.
Since I was a kid I had an interest in women's clothing. I would steal my mom's pantyhose and swimsuits and would love to wear these. I crossdressed...