Most of the flashbacks of porn are gone. Sometimes they still come up. Sometimes I can vividly remember the images. At that point, it seems like I'm playing porn in my head. I sometimes even get erections when the flashbacks come. When they come up I name it out loud: Flashback porn, "the...
Well, porn huh. I guess I should probably tell you first that I'm only a 16 year old male and that PMO has almost completely destroyed my life. I never thought I'd ever do anything like this but I gotta get this weight off my chest becuase I truly and unconditionally want a future. Believe it or...
DAY 1 - PART 1
One day at a time.
The roller coaster of emotions I am feeling is something I have never experienced before. It's enough to make me feel BEYOND CRAZY.
I hear that journaling helps and I haven't done so in years. So here it goes.
Today I feel weak, although I know I am strong...