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So how do I know if I like transgendered people? I'm 47 days of NoFap. I have really strong urges to sleep with transgendered people especially those I saw on porn sites and escorts sites ( I have never slept with transgendered people). I might like the feeling of anal masturbation and sucking... but I'm not gay, I have zero...

Hello guys, so somehow since last week when I had a big relapse I am relapsing again and again. I also seem to develop a sissy and trans addiction, I text with some random girls about anal stimulation and anal sex which is performed on me with a girl with a strapon or even a guy. So basically...

*Possible triggers* This is my first post, and it’s gonna be a long ass one. So to my bro’s and sis’, sit tight LOL. What I’m going to say is gonna be all over the place which is a reflection of the current state of my being right now. Plus brain fog is absolutely crazy lately, feel so...

Yess, I struggled very much it was worth it. I started nofap three years ago and jumped through hoops however I beat addiction. Everything didn't finish. I need to improve myself more. I don't have fetishes now. I think the reason was lovelessness. But I loved myself and I was able to solve some...

So I recently found out that my partner has been watching sissy Hypno for a long time (+10 years) and I don't know how to take it... Everything I've been reading says it can be really damaging, if anyone knows anything more about this/has any advice, I'd be really appreciative! Warning ⚠️...

I’ve been addicted to porn since a very young age. Even as far back in middle school I was already using porn compulsively. I didn’t have many friends and I always stayed in my house which led to doing nothing but watching pornography. Since then I can no longer get off to the thingsthat once...

Hey folks, Not going to write a massive story here but instead I want to give you some brief points about my sexual preferences with a little background. Started watching porn young (7 or 8) Very quickly became obssesed with pornographic images and videos Watched straight, lesbian and gay porn...

15 years, that is how long I have been exposed to porn. The most amount of time I have been without it at any given time is probably a week or so. I hate to say it, but it seems to me that porn is part of who I am. It's something I need, like water or food. I choose porn over sex. I choose porn...

I think when I was 11 I watched porn for the first time after hearing about it at summer camp. When I got home I searched gay porn for the first time and masturbated to it. I have kinda watched all types of porn at a young age but later when I was 14 I was introduced to anime and hentai. By...

While it hasn't caused all of my insecurities since I surprisingly frequent it very little, I still feel like pornography has contributed to my negative self image as a man To preface, I'm a transgender man on testosterone, I'm 5ft tall, I'm not that muscular, I look much younger than how old I...

Has anyone else found that as they traveled deeper and deeper onto the pit of pornography, eventually climbing over into trans porn as your tastes evolve, that you largely cease to be attracted to cisgender women? I have come to a point, after 17 years of porn addiction and about 5 years on...

Hello . I am 23 years old , started porn around 8 years ago. At age 19 i the adiction started. I am adicted to sissy porn. I tried to stop so many time but failed i was allways relapsing. I am atracted to women , never had anything with a man. I dont know what to do , i also have a girlfriend...

Hey Everyone Today is day 620 on nofap but it’s been a bumpy journey, particularly recently. I spent 2018 and 2019 doing my own version of nofap, I didn’t know it was a thing back then. I was just trying to kick the habit of edging for hours on end to trans, sissy, cd stuff. This would...

Hi guys, First of all sorry for my spelling, english is not my first language so for that I struggle writing. Secondly, my advise may not apply to all the people that have this kind of addiction. I have been clean of that kind of porn for 3 months now. What it is helping me it’s to understand...

Hey, I feel smarter. My brain says maybe people who switch from straight porn to transgender and\or gay porn were emasculated or humiliated a lot in real life. Do you agree?

Today is the 301st day of no PMO. Never imagined I’d get this far! Have I been tempted recently to look at P recently? Not really, the light feels as if it’s gone out on that urge, also feels like the trans urge has diminished . Ended up on a chat site a few times recently but after a few...

Hello guys, I am an 18-year-old male. I have identified as a male for all of my life, and never really placed my gender identity into question. Since I was a kid I had an interest in women's clothing. I would steal my mom's pantyhose and swimsuits and would love to wear these. I crossdressed...

I joined three years ago as a femstronaut with the plan to reboot for thirty days, lasted about half a week, then left. In those three years, I realized I'm a guy. I'm going to start testosterone later this month (in eight days). HRT for trans guys causes increased libido, especially in the...

Hey all, anonymous newbie here. This intro might seem long and meandering. Despite the pain and the joys in this story it is far from a complete telling of my life's tribulations. Not asking for any pity at all; I just needed some perspective even if that was me simply typing something out for...

So I started going to therapy to try and help myself out and thought I would ask you guys to see if there really is a connection. In plenty of psychology websites they talk about how trauma in early childhood can lead to addictions of all kinds. My mom was very hard on me. Like very strict. She...

Today is the day where I have made it through 6 months of nofap. My genre of P was (and still is as I’m not there yet) trans/sissy/cross dressers which for a heterosexual male is quite difficult to work out why the attraction exists. There have been temptations along the way but for now I...

Not gonna give too much back story because it's pretty irrelevant but I'm a big guy 6'4 240lbs and 20 years old. I've always been attracted to girls but one time when I was 14, I was watching porn and to my surprise, the girl whips a dick out. Immediately I thought "oh shit, that's gay" and...

Does anyone have any experience with this? I feel like now that I haven't been watching porn I suddenly have been wanting to go back to my college lifestyle of random hookups several times a week. I think it's because it's a lot harder for me to reach O by myself without P and I hate the...

I’ve been using porn basically nonstop since I was 14 (20 now). Usually a few times a day. At first relatively normal stuff, but over time of course it got more extreme. For the last 2 years, I’ve suffered from PIED. For the last year and a half I’ve exclusively PMOed to sissy/trans porn. Since...

Hi long story short i am addicted to ts porn and ts escorts and fapping since 12yo I am currently on my 31st day and thats the longest i ever went without relapsing yet but when i thought i was doing well and these urges and fantasies fade away last 2 or 3 days were extremly hard and ive nearly...

I wrote this a couple minutes ago as an answer to an old thread, but I guess it can be its own thread for any of you guys wanting to read about it. I got into trans porn to the point I don't even know those female pornstars you mentioned, I think Sasha Gray is the only female pornstar I can name...

So to start off with, I'm turning 28 soon and i've been into porn since i was like 12.. for 10 years i used to PMO 3-6 times a day and ive been trying to reboot on and off for around 4 years.. I've also developed sexual-OCD themes many years ago but ive had OCD all my life.. the current OCD...

I will start from the bottom, I first started watch porn at age 12 or 13 and have done that for 8 years(now 21) is started off as normal sex and got worse over time. The stuff I am into currently is girls masturbating and have watched transwoman porn around 10 times.. I don't like to keep count...

Hey guys, first post so hopefully this explains a lot! For the past two years, I've been on a constant power struggle in my head between who I am vs who I fantasize I am. Currently, I'm participating No Nut November and so far I've been managing very well, currently at the time of...

Hi all - My partner and I have both been struggling with porn and masturbation recently, and tonight we decided to delete our respective accounts together. Then he sent me a link to this website, and here I am. It was incredibly sad for me to see all the work I put into my blog gone with the...

Hello guys! I am on my 90 days without PMO journey and just wanted to communicate something and ask advice, maybe someone already experienced this and knows the answer. When I was 4-5 y.o. I often was playing with girly toys (like a barbie, dress-up games etc), when I was 10 I found attractive...

My name is James, but I have gone by the effeminate form "Jamie" for the past 5+ years. I discovered porn in junior high school, and almost immediately was drawn to transgendered person porn --- I saw it and I was hooked --- totally, fully, and undeniably hooked. I was hooked for two very obvious reasons...