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  1. FiguresOfLight

    Dear Apple, it should NOT be this complicated.

    I’m a mixture of angered and saddened right now. Why is it that when I set up the filtration system on my laptop, it took me no more than two and a half hours, but when it comes to my iPhone, I have been searching endlessly for the past 2 days with no luck of finding a good mobile porn blocker...
  2. S

    I've being trying to quit for years...

    I decided to quit while I was converting to catholicism in 2018. For sometime it worked, I think back then I was able to be away from nut and porn for a couple of months. But a bunch of bullshit happend in my life, covid was the worse of it, and a lot of problem came in that time not related to...
  3. D

    If I lose it all

    I don't care anymore. Yes, I am a narcisst. Yes, I am manipulative. Yes, I have a big heart. Yes, I cry for stupid shit that shouldn't affect me easily. Yes, I have mountain of emotions that my tear me apart. Yes, I am weak. Yes, I don't care about your feelings. In my life, everything is about...
  4. P

    An Aspie newbie with an unusual porn addiction

    Hi Y'all, new guy here. Long-time oddball in life with Asperger's Syndrome and anger management issues among other things. So clearly I was going to struggle regardless. But the thing I truly despise about myself is the form of porn addiction I got into. Word of warning, this isn't just an...
  5. H

    Gooning is seriously messed up...

    So a bit of context. I first saw P when I was about 7, so it was very early on for me. It was introduced as the "right" way to M, and as the years went by, whenever I felt aroused I PMO'd. Eventually, I found what gooning is, and at first, it looked completely ridiculous to me. People basically...
  6. 2080Future

    My long list of regrets

    This is probably going to be a long rant but here we go: I have a lot of regrets. Things in my life that I should've done differently and that are too late to make up for now, and they go way back. I believe that all these things are the cause of my current life state, regarding relationships...
  7. D

    Losing my humanity

    I’ve experienced porn in someway or another since the age of 11 or twelve and ever since I feel like with every fap I become less of a monster and less of a human. I’ve constantly fallen into holes where I just accept that I’m a monster and that I can’t be fixed. I just wanna know if anyone has...
  8. VinceLaCroix

    Stuck on one month/venting

    I'm on day 40. Last year I had a streak of around 200 days, but due to OCD resurfacing viciously, I lost it, it was around April or so. Since then I can hardly make it past first month, sometimes like 35-40 days is usually my limit. After that period of time comes some sort of delirium, in which...
  9. D

    My fantasy world (venting)

    When I'm going through a hard time, I like to go to my fantasy world! I am living in Japan like I used to, I have a stable job with good salary, I have a wife, she's short, she's cute, she loves me, she supports me, she makes me become a better being, we met in highschool and she was my...
  10. Dim Meadow

    Feelings of Inadequacy/ Insecurity

    Hey guys, I'm starting this thread because #1: I haven't yet seen one focusing on the subject matter and #2: I currently really feel like venting. I hope it's in the correct section of forums and please feel free to share your own opinions and experiences. Maube we can shes some rationality on...
  11. J

    Looking to quit after 12 years. (Spolier)

    Hey so I created this account because I notice I have a hard time with self control. I started getting really bad when I was around 13ish when I got my first phone and started browsing on the internet. It started out with just normal porn so to speak then it progressed to anal, cream pie, to...
  12. M

    Trying to get over someone.

    I use sex and masturbation as a way to run away from my problems. I've done that for so much of my life that I don't know how to accept my emotions or just feel discomfort like a regular person. I'm trying to get over my ex, because I see that I'm no longer that important in her life and talking...
  13. Dillby-dude

    50 days deep and battling hard

    I'm starting to realise that the streak has very little to do with how well you recover. Fighting this addiction isn't about numbers, it's about mentally fighting that demon within and physically trying to better yourself to be stronger than the old you. I thought being halfway to my goal would...
  14. Bartolomew

    Scroll and Tap

    So I unfortunately had a relapse last night, I am in no way trying to make excuses or place blame on anything or anyone else with this post, I'm 100% responsible and accountable for my actions. I would simply like to discuss a 'popular' subject to help myself understand better other peoples...
  15. Wazzai

    Losing friends.

    Let me first say I do not blame the person or myself solely for what is happening, it's life, But this does not mean that it doesn't suck big time. The thing is we finished school last year, he went to study and I was forced not to(different story). We kinda willed each other on and it went...
  16. Derek5150

    Rebooting: Abstaining From Social Media

    It is my 36th day, and it is tough because of the over-saturation of sexual stimulation on social media market. There was a time on social media when it represented more than an idea to sell. Rather, it was a platform for a social diary to stay in touch with others, or, to connect with new...
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