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I'm making the decision of doing my 90 days reboot. 3 days already NoFap, but scared of what's about to come and how I'm going to walk this path. I'm male, 48 yo. Starting with erotic/porn magazines at about 12 years old, on M for years, often with no porn involved. And then growing my...

Mass psyops in media, tv series, videogames have made internet very degenerate and nearly useless place. Every single where, sexuality and absurdity are being thrown to our faces with shovels. Only way to escape from this Skinner Box is, ditching our smartphones and using old dumb phones. Plus...

I so want to watch a video and enjoy the moment right now. It's taking everything I've got to not click and go in the direction I know I shouldn't. Needing some support to avoid making the wrong choice. Words of encouragement would help me make it through a rough day. The Warrior is feeling...

I think i’m flat lining. I’m only a teenager and in good shape. Recently my energy has been low and been really tired and just feel weak. Is this flat lining or am i getting sick? i’m on day 26 right now. if someone could just let me know how long this will last or if it even is a flat line that...

so deep is my sorrow and dissapointment that I don't even know how to begin. I can't even believe how I could relapse in a such way, anyways. Everything started when my Thoughts about my Exgirlfriend came back just as the sun rises, I got up and Took my phone to watch her whatsapp pic I know...

Okay, the title says it all- i need help. My streaks have been lesser and lesser- i have just started typing this after my third PMO session using (i hate to say this) some hentai. I still remember the streak i used to be on two years ago- 76 days. I want to be on that streak again. Yet i have...

Today I cried because I realised how out of touch I am with myself and I started to feel ashamed because of it. I'm not living the life that I want to live and I don't even know what kind of life I want to live. I just feel so small compared to everyone else. It just seems as though everyone...

Ive been having weak orgasms with my girlfriend after starting nofap. Its not every time but it happened last time and that was the first time I came at all in 6 days. So I have HOCD. So my brain immediately goes like "you must be gay, that's why ur orgasm was bad." Could it be that my OCD is...

I had been masturbrating when i was 10 year old and masturbrating excessively for past 1 year. And i am becoming thin and thin by days. Most of friends and relatives ask me why i am becoming so lean. I've also see a decrease in My weight (I am 17 and only weigh 45kgs). Even my bones started...

Context: I'm a 22-year old male I abstained from Porn and Masturbation from Aug, 2017 - Aug, 2018. In late Aug, 2018 I Masturbated (no porn) because I was worried my sex drive was lowering (I would never get very horny like I use to when I'd watch porn). I'm also of the belief "Use it or lose...

Salam Everyone, I am Hamza ji, joined NoFap just today cuz one of my friend recommend me this site as it is famous for rebooting and is helping users to avoid addictions like pornography, masturbation, etc. Before this I was using an App that i had downloaded from Playstore and it was helping me...

I struggle with addiction for a long time. I tried to fight and then i lost hope many times. I feel lonely and like a loser ... I would like to rise but I can not do it alone,i'm a weak man.... I am looking for someone with whom I could cooperate, sometimes talk and get out of this sh#t....

I'm currently 17 doing Hard Mode. I relapsed, and like most other times it sucks. I go into a raw state where I am aware of every imperfection in my life. It's like someone's ripped the glasses off my face and I can see all my problems clearly. My mind frantically searching for a way to deal...

What are the most important benefits of beating your pmo addiction? At 4.5 months of no porn or masturbation after years of addiction, I see the "benefits" differently than I saw them at Day 0. Yes, I have enjoyed all the usual life enhancers that others have noted, such as no brain fog...

Hey guys whats up! Im back at nofap after a long timer of permanent relapses. Today is my 6th day without pmo and i start feeling great/strange/weak/strong again. Tomorrow i have a muaythai fight (3years ago since last fight) and im rlly nervous. Im in thailand right now and i was watching...

Hey there, i got a bit of a problem lately. I´ve been seeing this close friend of mine for quiet some time now and when i am with her (at her home or mine) it´s like a relationship. We chill together, have fun in our free time and in bed and are enjoying endearments (thats just a small part and...

Reboot, rewire, recover.... Repeat this to yourself everyday. It's my new mantra. I'm sick and fucking tired of counting days, over-fucking analyzing every fucking thing I do. What it simply comes down to is denying the urge. Keeping your hands off your dick. Do you really want to heal, or...

I started masturbation at age of 15, earlier at younger age when i use to look a sexy girl then i use to do masturbation imagining that. now since 4 - 5 years i am just watching porn and doing masturbation daily. slowly i found that my erection is getting weaker, loss of interest in socializing...

Hey.Well I am addict trying to get my life on track.I used have shitload of stamina,was confident,had a nice life.But now I just waste my time at home thinking about stuff to do and usually ends up watching porn and masterbating. I feel my life is fucking nonsensical and insignificant.I want to...

I literally just relapsed. I was sat at a table in my home doing some work for a college interview. I had some London Underground (a hobby of mine) videos playing on the TV for some background noise, and suddenly within the space of about 2 minutes, I got the urge to relapse and went through...