webcam addiction

I am starting this journal because I relapsed last night and told my girlfriend this morning. It absolutely tears me apart to see her struggling with what I am doing, I can just see how much she loves me and how she is trying hard to put up with me, yet I am wasting her trust like this. I’m a...

Hello all, I am currently awaiting therapy for my porn addiction which has lasted for a very long time. Especially the use of random chat sites have paved the way for addiction to grow. The shame and guilt are tearing me apart as I am currently trying to kick the habit. I am at a pretty bad...

I have problem. I like webcams very much. Porn wasn't enough for me. I like one website with random girls. I try talking normal with girls, but often I masturbating and they don't even masturbating too. They only watching. I really like that, but I want better life without fap. Anyone know some...

New here thanks for having me & appreciate finding this site & a safe place to discuss these issues. For anybody who doesn't understand getting attached & have feelings or even love for a webcam model or other sex worker, I envy you, but trust me it's real. They r real people & obviously just...

I started masturbating when I was young and in primary school and this is as far back as I can remember, I used to ask to go to the toilet in school so I could escape class and masturbate. From a young age I was watching porn on my laptop and I knew about live webcam sex but I always said that...

Where to start. I have a very strong addition to webcamming. Its been going on for over ten years with many failed attempts on my behalf to stop it. During the pandemic, i lost my sexual drive with my wife. Previously, it was never a problem. I could flip between the two worlds and have no...

Hello everyone, this is unexpected for me but I guess it had to happen at some point. I want to start by asking you to please see beyond my actions, which I know some have been wrong, although I am hopeful this is a judgment free zone, so here it goes. It all began like most stories here, as...

Double whammy. This is a serious addiction. "Oh what a tangled web we weave, when first we practice to deceive." I had no idea my husband was doing this. None. I've known this man 36 years. All I've heard him say in all those years was how he loathes cheaters. It happened in his family, and...

Hello Guys, There is something that is really really bugging me. Really. 10 years ago I made contact with a girl. I was someone, who always need hugs and comfort. She was 5 years older than me. And she was always like a bigger sister to me. I don’t have brothers and sisters, and thats why I...

Are viewing webcams considered porn? If you fap to models on webcams, is that the same as pmo? What do you think? I don’t know if I should consider it a relapse to watch webcams or not.

I've been here before. And stayed away for a long time. I crumbled 6 months ago and started using cams again. Every time I was alone and on the computer, I was on it. My wife thinks I am working as I work for myself and it fits in. She's away meanwhile I am on chatting and meeting models online...

So, my story starts like most others however my husband didn’t show any signs of not wanting me. First a little back story. We have been married for 15 years and we had over the years watched porn together, explored fetishes and been pretty open about what we like and want. And in no way did...