İt's not a relapse (discussion), i need to talk.

Hi,
The day before yesterday(22day of reboot) i was watching sexy pics with bare breast and parts of vaginas because I was avoiding porn pics.i saw some pussies but it was not a lot it was just few. And in some times i was feeling I'm completely driven,so i tried to stop and i closed the app.
İ felt urge for some time ,but It went away.

And yesterday(23 day of reboot) i played with my self for about 10min but i only got precum,so i stopped.

And i intend not to do it again.

Actually, my routine in relapsing is watching these stuff and then i watching actual porn ato end by masturbation.

İ don't consider it as relapse, because i could resist the urge for relapsing although i was so close to watch the actual porn but i didn't.

İn fact, the days before the (22 report) i had pain in my testicles and i didn't had a wet dreams at all which is really hard. İn addition to in this period of my life I'm completely depressed and frustrated.

Finally, i don't consider it as a relapse but in the same time I know it's a big risk for a relapse and it delays the progression of my reboot. But it's not a relapse.
Currently I'm having a strong desire to relapse ,but my regret for what I did is stronger than the urge. So i wrote it in my 22nd day that there was (delay). And i don't have any intention to do the delay again i want to complete my 90 days but i don't know where exactly this delay put me ?
,So tell me your opinions guys because I want to talk to anyone.

 

İ consider myself as an arrow that's pulled back to be launched toward its target.
That's why i consider it as delay not as a relapse because I didn't complete relapsing cycle.
And i don't intend to do it again and I don't intend to relapse.
Wish me luck brothers.
Thanks in advance because I may not be available to thank you.

 

Because I didn't watch explicit porn and masturbate to it directly.
İt was porn substitutes and i didn't masturbate at all and Even playing with myself was in the day after doing it.
İ may did something horrible but I don't see it as a relapse.

 

So, should i reset my counter ?
Or it's lower damaging than the actual relapse