I've been in that shitty state for a few days where my mind is just set on a relapse and won't give up till it gets it and as a result im not able to think clearly/the logical part of my mind is turned off. I've been trying to fight back and this video was the killing blow that got my mind straight again. I'd recommend watching the whole thing but the mention of porn isn't till the end. Also here's the previous video which is entirely about the porn addiction. Hope this helps someone as much as it did for me!