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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by Deleted Account, Sep 23, 2019.
Come on brother!!!!
I believe today is day 20 I know become a Chunin. I have seen some major change in the way I behave when tempted. 2 days ago I was watching YouTube and there was this Gold digger prank video and they use hot girls who are basically wearing nothing for the pranks and instead of watching another video (the one I was watching wasn’t that attractive to me so it was fine) I skipped it because I knew That it could lead me to be horny and then relapse) and then just yesterday I watched a similar video and this time the girl was more attractive I was able to control mor urges and realize that I actually didn’t find the girl that attractive and it was only because my porn addiction had led me to gain a big butt fetish. I still like big butts but what I was watching and looking at was way to big and was basically BBW’s and I don’t like fat girls. I’m writing this because i feel like I’m healing slowly because me a month ago would have starting jerking off to this girl in the video now I see that it’s a fetish and that she doesn’t even look that good. I think that the urges are coming back slowly. The other day I decided to download Snapchat in hopes of seeing if this girl I knew was posting anything because I knew she liked me. It turns out she wasn’t active and I clicked on some girl working out story. The old me would have ended up relapsing but I was able to realize that this girl was way to big and she didn’t look good and my boner, and all of my horniness vanished I was so glad that I didn’t relapse. Last night I had a dream that I relapsed and that I had watched porn I was really frustrated about that because I thought it was real. When I woke up I realized it was a dream. I wonder if this is a part of the healing? In the last 20 day streak I have had 3 wet dreams. Wet dreams have bad effects because the next day I feel more horny then usual because I keep thinking about the dream and my mind thinks that I can sex or porn. Sometimes I wake up thinking I had a wet dream and there’s nothing there to prove it and those are the worst. I’m going to be on extra alert today and with the days going forward because the urges are slowly coming back. Wish me luck
OK GUYS, SO I'VE BEEN THINKING ALOT THESE PAST FEW DAYS, AND I DON'T WANNA LEAVE, NOT JUST YET, NOT WHEN I CAN DO STILL MUCH MORE FOR THE COMMUNITY, NOT WHEN I STILL HAVE A LONG WAY TO GO. I CAN STILL HELP, AND BE HELPED. THE SHOW GOES ON. LET'S GO MY SHINOBIS, LETS FIGHT AND DEFEAT PMO TOGETHER!
RANKS ARE BACK, EVERYONE THAT WILL BE PRESENT FROM NOW ON AND TAG ME I'LL PUT ON THE LIST. THE TIME TO FIGHT IS NOW FRIENDS!
DAY 3 in a few hours
All good, so many things to do, i'll defeat procrastination and pmo all together, no matter how hard it is!
Lets go man this made my day the Kage is in the House !!!
I hate a lot of things and I don't particularly like anything but this ain't to bad I guess.
Good Job resisting man but you need to be careful from here on out maybe taking some time of youtube or limiting the time you spend on it will be benefitical same with other social media platforms.
@Invincible Under The Sun bro get me on the list.
UPDATE! THE LIST OF THE NEW SHINOBIS!
@Eugene Yasenev (Are you on day 1 right? Update your day counter please.)
IF YOU HAVE BEEN HERE LATELY AND ARE NOT ON THE LIST OR IS A NEW GUY, TAG ME!
Hey I’m in guys I’m new here much love to everyone I WANT THAT RINNENGAN
You're in brother! Welcome and good luck!
I am in brother ...
Thanks for joining us!
You motivate me, Uchiha forever
Day 6. Almost back to genin status! Feeling a little lazy to day. Aiming to complete more items on my to-do list tomorrow and get out of the house a bit more.
Just saw this! Welcome back! Let's beat PMO!
So glad,back again
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Game Is On!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok I did update my signature ... Now put my Name in the players name