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Check in Day 15

 

checking in for the day

 

Checking in for the day

 

I'm back in the Academy after a 200 day streak. Even though it's hard to admit it's also clear that I'm getting better with each successful streak. A setback is not failure. Rather, it's just a part of my overall journey. It's the idea that champions are forged in failure. Their success is the culmination of victories and defeats. I can see I'm doing better. This is how encouraging myself and it's really important for all of us to forgive ourselves and show personal kindness in the difficult time after a relapse. We need to learn how to forgive ourselves better.
What did I learn? When there are warning signs and my resolve starts to slip, especially after a longer streak I need to stop and admit I'm starting to have a problem then do what is necessary to reestablish my commitment and figure out what is causing the temptation. It's clear now there was a need in my life I was addressing and I found "relief" they only way I knew how at the time. Next time I will take my urges more seriously and give myself the attention I'm need whether spiritual, physical, mental, or emotional. I hope this is an encouragement to someone. Keep falling forward.

 

Checking in for the day

 

day 30 check in. my friends dont talk to me anymore and im depressed my urges are very small and im starting to think women are evil.