1,2,3 Hard, Hard mode

Today is 1/23 so it time to write my NoFap story of 123 days.
First of all I want to thank you all for your succesfull story, every story made me to write a story.
I started to M since I was 5 or 6. I found this a normal behavior, , it was something normal and I started PMO 4-5 years later. I started even to fap with friends. I was doing PMO at least one per day, other days I done it 10-20 times per day.
Even I had some girlfriends before, we never done sex, obvious because I did'nt done someting in that way. Ofcourse I was to satisfied with blonde plastic girls on internet...
I was 25 when I lost my virginity, we had sex a few times, but again I was enjoying plastic babes on my screen, so I didn't find her so attractive. I found another girl, we had good sex, but everything vanished so fast. Why? I wish I knew what P is doing to your brain.
Time has passed, I continue doing what I knew the best, M instead of flirting with other girls.
One day, about 2017 a friend told me about nofap, I told him I will read about it, but ofcourse I didn't, you stupid cunt.
A few monts ago another friend told me about semen retention benefits, I search on Google I found this site, the one I should entered 2 years ago.
So I challange myself for 90 days NoFap, and I start... I relapsed a several times, I was determined to do it. I resisted for 14 days and I said I will let my urge to flow, and after relapse, I will do it! So I did it for 90 days. I did'nt stop for 123 days in hardmode, no M, no sex. Last Friday I've seen a new girl at my workplace, blonde, tatoos, piercing, botox and silicone I guess, she was the devil I swear. So I jerked off, Jerk!
I was expecting to be drained off energy, to feel down and depressed, something like I read about on forum.
But it wasn't like that. I was energical, feeling so good. Weird, I know...
How I felt after NoFap?
Energy - check
Self confidence - check
Physical and mental strenght - check
You get it... There are some mutual traits for every Fapstronaut alongside timeline.
The big question is did I got sex, or even flirting with girls?
No I didn't got laid yet, but I start doing conversations with girls, being more confident, I find more easy how to talk with them, and not just wishing to f them like in P.
I went to a concert and I pickup a girl very easy, wich sound impossible for old me, even I could get laid but for some reasons I didn't done that.
At this moment I'm chatting with lot of girls, flirting very easily, wich I could'nt done before. Even if I started a conversation with a girl in past, I didn't had sexual conversation like now. I read books about flirting and seduction, I watched hours of videos and asked some friends to teach me how to pickup girl. But no succes. No in this moment, I didn't reach my goal yet, but I'm playing for it instead of being dessperated and frustrated.
Life goes on, if you dream it, you can achive it!
PS. I'm not a good storyteller, but I hope this will be someone's else motivation story, from a boy who grew up thinking M is the key of seduction.
To be old and wise, first you must be young and stupid