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1 week into reboot... I cannot sleep but imagine my gf

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by kosoyey, Sep 26, 2019.

  1. kosoyey

    kosoyey Fapstronaut

    Hello,

    I suffered of a very heavy form of PIED. Totally dead down there! Even watching the most extreme P, skipping and multi-tabbing, I would not get any feeling any more.

    Worst of all, few days ago I met and hooked a beautiful girlfriend (blonde, big titted, hot) and... after amazing preliminaries I had the most terrible ED with her. I felt absolutely terrible and a failure! I cannot quit thinking the next time I'll fail her again!

    I don't know how, I discovered these "NoFap" / PIED recovery websites and decided to "reboot".

    After 2-3 days of no PMO and no M I started getting some, intermittent recovery down there.

    Now I am a week into it. I live in my house, alone at the moment.
    Every time I go to sleep at night, now, I "see" / "imagine" no P picture or video.

    However I get bombarded by images of my gf wanting me and me doing stuff with her and I get weird 50% boners and instant, super-massive "wetting".

    What should I do? Letting the P go has been... suspiciously easy. But I cannot erase her. As soon as I put my head on my pillow I immediately recall her scent, her touches, everything.

    I cannot sleep for a long while and I have to stand up and go dry up my inhundations (!).

    What can I do next? Do I have to wait for the whole 90-120 days without having any sex with her?
     
  2. It's usually best to abstain from sexual activity during a reboot. For around 90 days usually. At night, just let the thoughts come, don't act on them and don't try to fight them. They should die down at some point.
     
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