1 week streak!

just hit the 7 day mark, which is a big deal for me because around the 7 days is when I would always break my streak by having a jacking off session for whatever reason. I had some strong urges throughout the week where I would want to just grab some lotion and beat it. specifically last night, i had fell asleep during the day so at night I had trouble falling asleep. If you can imagine.. 12am, pitch black room, can't sleep, and horny. My penis was hard and it was not going down, i was like fuck. I began touching it and after about a minute or two I literally grabbed my hands and put them above the sheets, grabbed the pillow and put it between my legs because I know good and hell well I would be nutting if I continued. I ended up falling asleep after.... however I woke up in the morning to having a very vivid dream of me and my ex girlfriend having hot and sweaty sex. My dream literally looked like a POV porn video, kinda weird huh? And on another note, maybe like day 4, I had another vivid dream of me watching porn. Not in real life but in my dreams, I don't really know what to think of it. I mean I didn't watch porn or nut, but in my dreams I did. I'm still counting it as 7 days of a streak. Now let's see if we can get to 14 days! wish me luck guys

 

Good lcuk pal, don't sweat the realms of dreams, there's nothing you can do about your subconcious no matter how it may feel after you wake up, I get it, but that is waaaaay out of your control. Keep on going, take it one day at a time and make this about life, you needn't be years sober today, just take it one day at a time and before you know it you'll forget where you are in this fight!