1 Year and 4 months Relapse......

Today out of nowhere this energy hit me and I couldn't stop myself from looking at porn and fapping. I have not looked at any porn since July 2015 and haven't fapped since then.

I met a girl in September who came to visit family for 6 months and we had great sex but these porn images and thoughts wouldn't leave me alone. It's like they came back as I started having sex with her. Now she has been gone since January this year (2016) and I have been having wet dreams but that is all and occasional sexual thought of another past girlfriend and now for some reason all those kinky things I did with my gf from 16 years ago came back and hit me starting yesterday and today I couldn't stop myself.

I moved into a new house this year and was so proud that I hadn't use this new internet to watch ANY porn and was proud that when people make fapping jokes I can internally say I don't fap and feel good and now I can't. I know it's my fault totally and I take full responsibility for it. But anyone gone this far or further or even close can give advice would be very appreciated.

Thank you!