So I'm still into transgender pornography. (Yeah I still beat my meat to weird porn, sue me.) However I have given that sissy shit a miss for a long time now. I've (I think) been a fully straight man my entire life. However, TG porn kinda threw a spanner in the works. But why do I get off on that stuff? Because normal porn is too boring with screamy, plastic titted, empty pornstars? I can't blame sissy hypnosis because that came after the arousal of TG porn. It's even got to the point where if a dude is packing enough, I think - fuck it. And start j*rking over 'forced' male fantasies. So this TG fantasy to some extent has now dipped a toe in the gay pool. Don't really like it, and usually feel weird and uncomfortable afterwards. I never look at men in my day to day life and think that way at all. The idea (no offence to gay people)*ironic, but to me, is gross. In conclusion, dig TG girls, and even get off over forced bi stuff... but find romantic relationships, even kissing, hand holding, being in ANY way intimate with another dude is disgusting to me... So is it just a d*ck attraction? Being abused so much in my own life that it's found a way into my sexuality, and I just get a weird kick out of being submissive to things I'd usually find gross? Do I just hate myself and enjoy delivering confusement and low self esteem? Is it just a fetish? Can you be 10% gay? It's not even bicurious. I'd say that's more 25% and up.