10 Years of PORN. It's ENOUGH. I can't take it any longer.Started NoFap today. Need support

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Rohit sah52, Jun 13, 2020.

  1. Rohit sah52

    Rohit sah52 New Fapstronaut

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    I came to know about porn, when i was 13 years old. From then, slowly slowly it became addiction. Everyday, from the last 10years, i watch porn and masturbate. Started developing filthy fantasies. I was into step mom.step sister videos. These influence from videos spoiled my relations.

    Also watching porn started to make me guilty right after masturbstion. I say to myself im gonna quit. This only hold me a day or so.

    Porn acted on me like a drug. I can't live without it. I liked staying away from people. I sat at same place watching porn stuff for hours and hours. I started to feel depressed. Then got pimples that made my life even worse. I avoided meeting friends, relatives, attending function.

    Porn led to social distancing. There were even weeks and months, when i didn't even see morning, not even stepped out of my house. I used to watch porn whole night and sleep till 4pm.

    Porn affected me physically as well. I started taking less meals as i was not hungry. My body got weak. No musle. Skinny guy.

    Zero confidence. No oppsite gender friends. I can't make eye contact while speaking. Also my brain memory declined. I read all this disadvantageous or negative results of porn.never believed them. Now as i tend to realize, every thing mentioned above is from my personal experience. So its all real damages that porn and masturbation leads to.

    People say masturbation release stress. This is partly true. When i feel stressed, i used to watch porn and masturbate. The moment i finish jerking, i felt guilty. This feeling stays with me that entire day. Again leading to depression and stress eventually leading to porn consumption and waking off.

    Now as i make my mind to not to live that gross life. I have no one to talk to. I came to know about this nofap page. I read few threads, its good to see how u guys support in each other's nofap journey. Thats great nofap community.

    I pledge for 90days NoFap. (already completed an hour at this time of typing ). I know its going to be difficult journey, i don't need to fear, as u guys are there for support through out my journey.
     
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  2. Thank you for sharing. Wish you all the best on your journey :)
     
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  3. One Eyed Owl

    One Eyed Owl Fapstronaut

    Welcome to NoFap!!!
     
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  4. Nice taking the first step. The 90 day idea will cause you some problems however. You want to quit forever correct? Then you don't have to worry about some number. Try out the Allen Carr's Easy Way to Stop Smoking method. All you got to do is read. At least try reading the first page.

    Here - https://sites.google.com/site/Allen Carr's Easy Way to Stop Smoking/
     
  5. fishfoody

    fishfoody Fapstronaut

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    Welcome. I'm new on nofap too. Let's get the most out of our nofap life.

    Your statement about the effect of. Nofap is true. Let's get started.
     
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  7. BLUEFACEop

    BLUEFACEop Fapstronaut

    yes bro let these 90 days count together and lets do it together
     
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  8. Rohit sah52

    Rohit sah52 New Fapstronaut

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    I know its going to be tough, but with support and little bit motivation, we can make it
     
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  9. Rohit sah52

    Rohit sah52 New Fapstronaut

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    Yes, lets get rid of this dark habit.
     
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    Rohit sah52 New Fapstronaut

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  12. Welcome to NoFap and good luck on your journey :).
     

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