100 Days & stronger than ever.

First, thanks to everyone here who has given me encouragement! Whether you know it or not, you've inspired me to change my life. Earlier this year I hit 90+ days and then I squandered it. Not going to happen again. No way. I got really angry about that little demon in my mind. I realized by jerking off - to porn or without - it was for his pleasure, not mine. I felt like someone else was enjoying it as I struggled with my addiction. He liked seeing me fail! So, I feel you have to get a bit angry about it. You can't be a whiner and wish things were different. I have a long way to go, but 2019 is the year it is really happening. I feel more motivated than ever.

 

I don't know what it is but I find this 90 - 100 days really tough. Probably part of your brain thinks you deserve a "reward" for lasting this long. No fucking way. Been down that road before. Thanks and we can all do this by sticking together. I am really happy but am not fooling myself about how much more work is ahead.