100 days

100th day

This reboot is the easy one though I tend to saw nudity here and then on instagram etc. I do remember my porn obsessed days and think about it. That how many important valuable years went to struggle with PMO addiction. Life seems stable and yes I do get horny but the urge subsides gradually. I feel aroused in close vicinity of women outside and sometime that makes me feel little vulnerable. Over and all I am getting benefits of NoFap actually. Is my brain rewired, I don't know as I still stare at my phonescreen if something titillating appears. Only difference is I know these are just images and what I am reacting to these pictures is my natural hormonal response. But the reality is I am 29 years single dude who is eternal virgin. But I am okay with that too.
It is hard to feel normal again as it was 10 years ago when I did not know about porn much. The only reason of abstaining is as Ran gavrieli suggested that even one person abstains that can save someone from the exploitation caused due to pornography. I am that one person causing decrease in demand of porn.
I am trying my best , This streak is not the honest one but I am improving at abstaining is important for me. All the best fellow fapstranauts , we all will reach there.