Foxhole
Fapstronaut
Hi guys i dont know where to post this shit, but i need to write it off.
So today is my 100th day. I planned to go to success stories with some good positive shit and so. But my day is not positive at all...
I just feel sad and i think about relapse. Just let it all go, break things, break myself. I have some money issues these days i spent friday all alone at home with no program. I read some magazine. I had bread with cold bacon for dinner. I wanted to make some tea, but i made gin and tonic instead.
I know i could do something meaningful like reading a book. Or maybe go out and have some fun. But i dont want to go out and i dont have money to have fun.
Fuck that! Im usually kind and positive person but im really broke today. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck and fuck one more time.
So today is my 100th day. I planned to go to success stories with some good positive shit and so. But my day is not positive at all...
I just feel sad and i think about relapse. Just let it all go, break things, break myself. I have some money issues these days i spent friday all alone at home with no program. I read some magazine. I had bread with cold bacon for dinner. I wanted to make some tea, but i made gin and tonic instead.
I know i could do something meaningful like reading a book. Or maybe go out and have some fun. But i dont want to go out and i dont have money to have fun.
Fuck that! Im usually kind and positive person but im really broke today. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck and fuck one more time.