105, no sexuall partner, can't rewire

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by bayern12, Aug 28, 2018.

  1. bayern12

    bayern12 Fapstronaut

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    Im 105 no PMO. No sexual partner. I miss the feeling of O, but I dont want a fake one with PM. Sexual frustration is killing me! Have urges to Pm. I can control them because Im rebooted. What should I do?.. damn. Fucking females
     
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  2. bayern12

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    update: I Edged to femdom porn. Did not masturbate. did not O. I was semi erect from it. I will go to a strip club today and cum. I miss O. fuck! no famale in my life that I can rewire my brain with:(:(
     
  3. Take a deep breath brother. You are not alone in this, we are fighting along side you.
    Remember what your goal is. Re-write your plan if it needs adjustment. Make sure you have an emergency plan for when things get really hard.
    Try to avoid being alone at home.
     
  4. You need a plan otherwise you are just going to fall back into old porn habits again. Completing a 90 day reboot is only half of the fight. The other 50% is creating a new life away from the porn. What are you doing to meet people? Are you going out and being sociable? Are you trying online dating? If you are at home doing nothing then you are just going to relapse.
     
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  5. talontron

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    get a girlfriend and talk to girls
     
  6. Let me get this straight, you're gonna go to a strip club and cum in order to stay away from PMO? I guess that's okay if you're strictly doing this as a challenge, even though I would argue that you already relapsed by edging to femdom. If you are doing this because you are addicted, which I believe you are, and if you haven't realized that this had affected your life poorly, you will soon, then I would start over and refocus.

    It's up to you whether or not you want to count edging to porn or porn subs, but be honest with yourself. It's edging today, going to strip club tomorrow, and back at PMO the next day. I would be patiently aiming for a relationship with a woman. I'm in a relationship and I still get frustrated all the time, because despite what porn has taught us, woman aren't just around to have sex with us 24/7.

    Like I said, I think you need to refocus and try to remember why you started this. Don't avoid or resist PMO, let it go.
     
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  7. bayern12

    bayern12 Fapstronaut

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    Dude first of all you dont know me. Dont asume anything on me. Let me tell you that Im searching for a girl like hell. Im very sociable and Im already rebooted (107 days). I just eddged because dreams of P. I had a Dream of P this morning.Out of curiosity, I tried to whatch P AGAIN. I found it disguasting. I had a semi erection that fell down pretty fest(WITH WOMEN THESE DAYS I GET FREAKING BONNERS). So my problem is that I dont have a meaningfull relationship with a woman. It will come - I dont know when - but it will come - because now my brain is FUCKING OK. YOU GET ME?

    so I wanna go to a strip club and touch naked women and have some fun!

    NOFAP IS AWSEOME

    but I dont want to be a monk. I LOVE REAL WOMAN RIGHT NOW. LET ME FUCKING BE DUDE!
     
  8. bayern12

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    If I had a girlfriend than I would have been sexually active , and I would not have written this thread lol. are you on drugs? haha :) just kidding dude have a great night.
     
  9. thedarkbird

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    What about MO'ing? Sounds a lot safer to me than watching porn. You said so yourself: you don't want to become a monk.
     
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  10. bayern12

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    I prefer to come to read girls at a strip club rather than with my hand.
     

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