114 days - my journey from SAD boy to CEO of 2 companies

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by Marichman, Apr 18, 2018.

  1. Koalafications

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    Thank you for the inspiring story, this really shows how evil pornography truly is and how resisting immediate pleasure has tremendous benefits for all of us. Best of luck to you!
     
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  2. You seem to be an amazing person! Well done! I hope you continue on this way! You have my support!
     
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  3. fan_of_all_might

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    Woaahh. I read the whole thing. Your story gave me chills. It's literally like something out of a movie. I have so much respect for you. Honestly I know what it's like to be in a sexless relationship and having porn fill the void. Often being the quiet guy in the corner (but not always). I love the part where you crushes your thesis, delivered a killer presentation that landed you opportunities that you go on to start your own company. And that the girl decides to hit you up? Damn man that's just icing on the cake.

    Everyone loves to hear a story of tremendous personal growth because they love to know that someone like them can achieve. Thanks for sharing your story, it inspires me to keep on my journey to become the person I want to be.

    Edit: Everyone ripping OP because of the prostitute needs to get a grip. You don't have any right to project your morality on someone who came here to share his story for your benefit.
     
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  4. TrueSaiyan

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    Wow Sorry to hear of what happened to the first girl. It seemed like you to were really in love, her parents just should of accepted you as you were, because she was happy with you. Here in america I guess its more easier for acceptance if you have a good job and can support each other. I had a beautiful relationship with a Thai girl but it was online and we talked for hours a day, so I felt like I was there with her on video chat/voice. But I felt it kind of ended due to my PM and I opened her up and it was her first time. (long story short)

    Some time after that I was watching porn every day because I was single and I had a full time job and I felt I deserved more. But now I am trying to get a grip back on myself and I feel its more easy, because its as if something snapped in me.

    I hope you continue with success and for all of us. Thank you for your motivation and story. :)
     
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  5. Andreid

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    That is an amazing story! You managed to conquer a lot of aspects of your life. Keep on doing this challenge because you inspired me and a lot of people out here. I can't wait to read further updates from your story. You will eventually find peace in your love life also, stay strong until then!
     
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  6. Rey Rey

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    That was really amazing to read and i am so happy for you man, its always beautiful to see the goodness that comes from this stories. Thankyou very much for sharing your story.
     
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  7. Marichman

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    Thank you. I am very happy man now. It has been more than 215 days, my whole life has changed. I wish you the same my friend. Good luck
     
  8. Marichman

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    Thank you. I wish you good luck as well.
     
  9. Marichman

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    Thank you for your good wishes. I wish you the same. I am planning to write on it soon. I wrote my first story on 114 days and now I have passed 214 days. I will write my experiences on this additional 100 days soon.

    In short,

    One of the drawbacks has been too much sleep. May be my whole body is rewiring to adjust to new lifestyle (disciplined and no PM), I felt sleeping extra few hours every day (in between 130-170 PMO days). But I did not resist and allowed myself to sleep as much as it wants. Some of the days I had to sleep for more than 12 hours. I believe this is required to rewire everything. Due to this, my projects slowed down a bit. At present, I am out of "too much sleeping phase" and all my pending works have slowly gained pace and achieved much.

    I had some sex dreams during this journey. And last week I find very sticky fluid oozing out from my Penis. It looked like semen and I guess it is because of too much testosterone and absence of ejaculation. If it comes naturally, I do not care much but it will never ever happen through masturbation or porn.

    But

    - I feel very peace now, which I have never experienced before.
    - Females staring has been so common these days, that I usually do not care much now.
    - I have automatically became a leader of most of the groups that I am in. Whenever I present my views, I do not know why, but everyone appreciate my views and follow accordingly.
    - I supplied few more business ideas to my group and they have given me a new title, "Guy with dark business mind". HAHAHA. They say I bring new business ideas from dark where others cannot see.
    - My new goal is semen retention till the end of this year, and I am looking for 27 December 2018 (my 1 year journey).
     
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  10. Marichman

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    Thank you so much. I appreciate your feedback. Your comments brought smile on my face as I saw how minutely you read and understood some aspects of my journey. It seems many incidents resonated with you. Today is my 215 day. I have disclosed my journey to two of my online project friends, who know me personally, and they are still in surprise thinking how is it possible to abstain yourself from PM and sex for these many days. HAHAHA

    Well it takes a much from a person to achieve these many days. I know I have passed those days where I was crying and writing my thesis. This is not a easy journey. It is like climbing a steep slope with heavy luggage on your shoulder and making your own path. But it is still possible. It seems you have reached double digit in your journey, I wish you good luck to make it a triple digit. :)
     
  11. Marichman

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    Thank you. It seems you have just started your journey. I wish you good luck to never look behind now.
     
  12. Marichman

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    Thank you so much. I have long forgotten that first girl and the second girl who met me in the bus also got married two months ago. After our first meeting in that bus, we became friends and we met few times for coffee. I got many approaches from other girls even after that but I decided to remain single till 2018. I had lost so much of energy and nutrition from my body during the last 18 years of my addiction, I want to recover as much as I can before I again restart my sexual life. So I am in strict monk mode till 2018. :)
     
  13. doitforurfuture

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    wow, great story. you inspird me a lot. I lost my path just like you once, but now i think i found it again.

    good luck on your journey and also greetings from germany, rhineland-palatinate
     
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  14. Marichman

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    Thank you for your wishes.
     
  15. Wow your journey has been really inspiring man!! Thanks for sharing !!
     
  16. Discoverr

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    Thanks for your support. I'm now on 13th day. We will make it.
     
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  17. 0Cool0

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    Your story is really inspiring Brother. Good to see your progress through difficult times. I wish you all the best for your future projects and other plans. It's great to have a PMO free life... :)
    These words of yours are pure gold. :)
     
  18. Maddey

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    bhai teri story dil pe lag gai yaar...sirf 2 mahine baad usen kisi aur se shaadi kar li......i hate narrow minded Indian parents. it is very unfortunate people try to control other people's lives juz so they feel better about themselves.
     
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  19. Marichman

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    Thank you. I also wish you good luck.
     
  20. Marichman

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    Hi brother, thank you for your comment. That relation is my past, but I still remember her. In fact, I saw her in dreams tonight. But we all have to move on.
    It seems you have relapsed. Be more strong and get going. I again say you, there is nothing that you cannot conquer, and PMO is just an illusion of your mind. Train urself and see the results. Good luck.
     

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