Made it 120 days. Although temptation is still all over the place. I recently got into Twitter, and a lot of people I follow like and retweet things that involve sex (P basically) and I sometimes find myself faltering by the wayside. But before I get too deep into it, I block the page that only posts P and I go about my day. Didn’t result in M though, so I’m happy about that. I’m still trying to work on myself, but it’s so hard to shake the idea that I’m single again. And especially since I’m on a “friends with benefits” stage with my ex, I certainly feel like it complicates a lot things. I get kinda sad sometimes, but it doesn’t last always. Although I’m getting a lot of sexual thoughts, I still refuse to act on it. I’m glad I know better now. 120 days in, now looking forward to 150. Wish me luck.