Month 1 = Most difficult. Not crazy difficult, just had to suppress the urges. Month 2 = Easiest month, was indifferent to women around me and erotic thoughts. Month 3 = Had sex with 2 partners, one decided to stop seeing eachother. The other one I could barely get my dick up and she was the girl I chose to focus on. Changed my goal to no PM (I want to O in a relationship). Had my first wet dream at day 90. Month 4 = Had a few wet dreams, which are annoying to clean up in the middle of the night LOL. Stopped taking Maca pills (which increase testosterone), and had less wet dreams thankfully. I only took them for a week though. This last month was a strange one for me. Maybe because I had sex and am now in a relationship, I'm back to ogling women and having more erotic thoughts. But not about women I used to watch in P before noFap (those thoughts are very rare). But thoughts about the first girl I had sex with during noFap (not my current girlfriend). It was great and we connected sexually, just not emotionally. But now I want to connect emotionally with my girlfriend, and started having trouble getting an erection. Anyway, at day 120th I'm realizing I'm probably having too many erotic thoughts and need to discipline myself again. Not just out of respect for women around me, but to avoid the thoughts. But on the other side I fear that will make me go back to feeling no excitement when seeing a women's body, specially my girlfriend.