13 days and i'm gonna suicide

Please man don't do stupid things life is difficult and beautiful,you only live once so do your best to win your problems,we are people,we all have problems,im really really sure that they can fix your problem,
just please search more,there are people that have much much more serious problems and they fight till the end,so please keep fighting the happiness always needs effort.There are so many stupid doctors that they dont know their job,they have afraid me too many times.please calm down and think more logicly,hope you will get well soon

 

It reminded me when i was experiencing with penis exercies. Geez it gives me scarebumps... Some ads should be prohibited by law.

 

YOU DON'T NEED DOCTORS and YOU DON'T NEED PILLS. YOU need to STAY AWAY FROM PORN & MASTURBATION. I went full HARD MODE for five months and stopped the masturbation but the mental is still fucking with me. I am 40 and just got done with my first year of hard mode with no MO. It sucks, IT REALLY DOES!! LIFE IS NOT ABOUT PORN AND SEX.. NOT ALL OF IT. My mindset is that sex is for your wife and for creating children as well. Having SEX will stop at a certain point in your life and you need to find other things in life you enjoy or you will just feel the same way again 30 -40 years from now. You have a great career ahead of you. Focus on that, focus on working at hospitals if you want. Try going out on dates, doesn't mean you have to have sex with her right away. Keep going on nofap and what you are feeling mentally will fade away.

 

Money seems to be an issue for treatment right? Have you considered a government job? Stability and great health plans, especially for feds. Plus you get retirement and Thrift Savings Plan (TSP). Lots of sick and annual leave. Then save up and go somewhere for stem cell treatment. If you're under 37 and reasonably fit, maybe consider federal law enforcement? Plus you get to conceal carry in all 50-states. If that's not for you, there's many other great-paying jobs in the government.
How is your credit? A personal loan might also be an option to pay for treatment. Especially since your condition is quite serious but it isn't an "emergency" according to most insurance policies. Whatever it is, really know your insurance policy and don't be shy to harangue the company. Your condition is serious and they should take it seriously!

 

Stay away from PMO and this will one day be just a nightmare from the past.

You need to understand that quitting this evil addiction is going to take time and suffering.

 

I don't know if I'm in a good position to tell you not to KYS, but how about we take another approach to this problem? Let's say your dick never works again and you are guaranteed to never have a relationship. Couldn't you become the world's best saxophone player and go down in history or something like that? Or at least volunteer to help people avoid making the same mistakes as you? Or would you rather just press Alt+F4 on life? Seems kind of boring to KYS, not gonna lie. Like that's really lame and stupid but whatever. You'll just die as a quitter.

Like my boy said, first world problems.

 

I'll be willing to bet that if you just leave your penis alone without wanking for over 1 year that it would heal itself. Most problems of the body that refer to a pulled muscle or tissue are corrected by the body itself.

Sex is a "nice thing in life" but it is far from "the most important thing". I mean I would not KYS over it. Why dont you do a year of Monk Mode and then after the year you re-evaluate and you could KYS after that but all I am asking is that you give yourself a fair chance. I am not just "talking magic" here. I think that there is a very good chance that your medical condition will heal itself and maybe it is a "test from God". WHo knows.

I personally would rather live life with a limp dick then to be rotting in a casket as a corpse. In many ways our sexual lust is what distracts us in life from achieving our true purpose. When you look at men like Edison and Einstein and Tesla that accomplished great things they did not waste alot of time chasing skirts. Alot of men who go MGTOW just put all that lust out of their mind and forget about sex and hussies.

Give yourself a chance. DOnt take the cowards way out. The men that suicide are weak and feeble minded men. To KYS is the ultimate disgrace. And it will leave your family devastated and bring shame and disgrace to your family name