13 year old reboot Thanksgiving-Christmas BONUS days

MORNING THIRTY-THREE:
Alright, let me explain bonus days, bonus days are December 26th-January 6th, or days 33-44. They end on the Epihany and they are more laid back. Fapping is ok as long as it's not forced, but looking at porn on purpose for the sole purpose of arousal or masturbation is fair game. I did so well in the first 32 days that I couldn't let it go. I'm on my record streak nofap so far this challenge at 3 days 12 hours 49 minutes. I want porn out of my life for good. This isn't a fucking challenge anymore it's a new lifestyle. I will post a success story later on today because I've changed for the better, became a man and I'm not letting that go.

 

Lol it's only bad when I force it or it's too often. I've progressed enough that this doesn't happen and I can't see myself fapping nearly as much as I did.

 

I understand what your saying but considering that on Day 1 I wasn't even addicted to fapping (almost was though) it won't take much to put porn out to pasture for good. And I wasn't even planning on 44 days I was planning on 32 days. It was only a challenge but now it is a way of life. How you become porn free depends, this is my way.

 

Yeah, lol the traditional Christmas season actually doesn't end until February 2nd (Candlemas) so maybe! And then 27 days later I'm starting Nofap/not using porn Lent! I really knew I would miss this and decided to add 12 extra days, but make them more laid back because it was unplanned. It will be fun!

 

DAY THIRTY-THREE:
Today my other grandparents came over to exchange gifts and it was fun. I'm bummed because I've figured out that Santa probably isn't real (our Santa gifts looked like they were from Amazon and my sister found a piece of our tape from our tape measure in on of her gifts. It sucks but I expected it. 33 down 11 to go.

 

Well, having the oh I can't fap mindset caused a BAD flatline, so when I changed to the it's ok to fap sometimes but don't take advantage of it but not using porn I barely flatlined again. It also worked. I wanted my total fap count to be half the amount of days in the challenge or less, so 16 or less. I got 16. Which is a HUGE improvement over the 30 times I fapped in the 32 days prior to the challenge. I would like this number to be about 12-24 in my normal life with no nofap/not using porn challenge going on. I have improved a lot and this is how I did it. I managed to be clean on 18 days (I didn't fap), I only fapped once on 12 days, and on only 2 days I fapped twice (Days 7 and 25). And the other thing about lent is that whatever you give up you can have on Sundays, so I could fap Sundays but PORN DOESN'T COUNT BECAUSE I'M TRYING TO QUIT IT. Now, I wouldn't fap on Easter Sunday because, it's fucking Easter, time for FAMILY. Anyways, I'm good.

 

NIGHT THIRTY-THREE:
I just fapped, but I ended the main challenge on a high note. This was my record streak all challenge at 4 days 0 hours 19 minutes. I will allow myself to fap again and maybe again after that because I'm going to be away for three nights and won't fap on vacation. 33 down 11 to go.

 

MORNING THIRTY-FOUR:
Ok so I fapped twice last night, but it's not as bad because I can't fap until Friday (on vacation) and I won't Saturday and Sunday because it's New Year's, and fapping isn't going to ruin it. I'm going skiing in Vermont this week! Yay!

 

I won't on vacation, that has always been a rule.

 

DAY THIRTY-FOUR:
So we made it to Vermont. My dad and I are staying at my dad's friend's house (my mom and sister are at home because they don't like skiing) my dad's friend is in Georgia for the winter and she lent us the house, unfortunately it's a bit dusty and there's a lot of cat hair because she has like 4 or 5 or 6 cats. I'm not comfortable yet but I'll feel better tomorrow probably. 34 down 10 to go.