Day 9/14. I find each time that I am successful in this, is when I have my "why" very clear. All the times I made a somewhat decent streak are when I was actually so grateful to not feel like crap in the PMO loop, to feel clean and to know that it is absolutely not worth it, also in these times I experience little urges as I think my mind is absolutely clear I don't want to go back, very little hesitation. I pray it'll stay that way and that I'll remain sharp. No urges today as I was pretty busy, I wasn't able to eat as I planned to, tomorrow I will. It's good to not feel pathetic.