Day 10! After my scare a few days ago I'm feeling a lot better, but still trying to stay vigilant. Last time I got cocky and thought I was beyond temptation. Lol. I will stay humble, but optimistic!
Day 4/14 @Igaleksus it's encouraging to see your posts ahead of mine on a consistent basis. Keep it up!
Day 5/14 It is increadibly hard... the tension within my head and body are too damn strong, I can't handle it, and it causes pain. Feeling like I'm chewing a stone. But still on the way...
Day 12! I've been dealing with a lot of frustration and anger. There are moments when I think I'm calm, I don't feel any urges, but then one small thing goes wrong and I get a massive surge of anger. Yesterday my computer crashed when editing a photo (which is my job) and I almost lost it. Same thing when my cat puked on the floor of my office. So my challenge is staying calm and composed and processing my feelings in healthy ways. Stay strong guys!
