Day 5/14 So amped to finish this 14 days strong. Have been working on my thoughts and my game plan for the next time the urge hits. I want to be done with this destructive pattern forever.
Made it 13 days
Soooo fucking close
And reset this morning with social media psub material- just need to stay off it completely. Especially when I am alone
Day 20 done - for the first time for many many years.
Watching out for the triggers that will try to trip me up as I feel I am getting stronger I suspect the evil will try to find a way in.
Day 7/14. I had a bad urge to M today when i woke up in the morning. That’s when it’s bad for me. I’m glad I didn’t gave in. I think day 7-14 are going to be tough. I’m ready for the challenge.