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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Aug 30, 2017.
Day 4/14. Check in.
day 6/14, the last couple of days there haven't been many urges, so that's nice
Day 9 (Total 16) - Urges, urges and more urges! I had an erection during the meditation.. had to finish it earlier, so I got up and walked a bit.
Getting rid of the erection is the easy part, but dealing with all those thoughts that my brain produce is another thing. Here are some of them:
-Masturbation is soooo good!
-Why I am evening doing this?
-Well...I can masturbate, it doesn't matter. At least I am not watching porn.
-I made it to Day 16, it is fine if I masturbate today!
-This is too hard, I will masturbate today and do 90 Days of not using porn.
-One masturbation doesn't mean anything, I won't binge.
Here is my journey so far:
I am halfway into Day 16, there is still a very high possibility to changing this Day to red color.
Day 3 / 14 ok so far.
Ok so now I am up to day 8 of this challenge (14 days real record). I feel good and happy with myself that I have made it this far and that I am making steady progress
Day 9/14. Last day was easy not to do PMO.
Day 8 has been dealt with.. 6 more to go!!
Ok. Fair enough. So day 1 of my new 14 day challenge. Moving on to day 2.
Be strong. All those thoughts seem rational but they are NOT! They are there for one reason: to put an end to your success and an end to a better life in the future. I'm inspired by your calendar colors. I might do the same. Thanks for sharing.
Hello! Last night I've completed day 2 but I forgot to mention it. Anyway here I am on day 3 doing great. I had a few dreams about masturbation, but guess what? I started doing it but I stopped in my dream because something told me that it was bad. So I don't have urges anymore. Thank you and let's try to finish this race with ourselves.
"Completed Day 7" - "Started Day 8" (total 52 days)
Yesterday was horrible, because I got sick, and the weird thing is I don't know how I got sick. I made sure to meditate, and I didn't get much sleep, because you guessed it the urges came back, but I didn't give in, but the urges are still kinda here right now as I speak.
Yesterday was hard, but that doesn't mean today has to be. I'm hoping to get a lot done today.
If anyone is currently facing the urges like I am right now, please hang in there, don't give in, and remember to stay committed to this challenge, because the urges go away, they always do.
I forgot to mention that yesterday I was doing a Pilate's course with lots of beautiful girls and I was totally changed. I wasn't looking at them at all, because I have changed my point of view regarding girls.
Today is my 14th Day in total too (in a few hours). Great job!
Day 0. See me achieve it.
This is day #1 for me without PMO
2nd done had little urges but fought through
3rd day done! Had a challenge because I got home earlier and worked on my bed. Got that itch to masturbate but tried to distract myself with work.
Happens! Get back on the track as fast as you can.
Do not binge if that's possible.
Day 2 and 3 over.
Well, I got sick today, so I basically sat at home the whole day. Except of buying some stuff for school I didn't do much too yesterday.
I really hate being sick. When I'm sick, I can't do anything. I have to stay in bed and watch how precious time passes. Even though I'm not always in the right mood to be productive, I like to and always try to be as much productive as I can.
One good thing though. I didn't have any urges.
See ya tomorrow.