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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Aug 30, 2017.
Day 4. Had wet dreams. no porn or masturbation
Ahh, so sad man, I wish I had read this earlier, I failed about 40 minutes after posting my original,
I am starting from scratch now with a CLEAR Escape plan to take a cold shower the second I feel urges OR LEAVE MY HOUSE for a walk.
Restart, reboot and get stronger, good luck
nearly there, 13/14, one more day to go
Starting again from day 0!
Day 6 of 14 feeling better then last time when i was at 6 days
Day 14 done! Longest streak in 18 months
I'm at the same place as you, it's the testorerone peak and the time when we need to keep our guard up
Good job bro respect up to the 30 days
Thanks man. I'll read the bible till sleep.
Day 7/14 sorry for not writing, I completely forgot this thread but I still post on the gratitude attitude challenge and on the daily intention thread. Doing fine, just had Communion today, a bit anxious but hoping that to buzz off. I'm over with the ball of yarn, I want a new one, knitting kills all this anxiousness. Can't go walking, I'm on a 5 day treatment and can't go out. Hope meditating helps
11/14. Today was easier, barely thought about porn at all. Walked to the library and back, then threw out some clutter with the trash.
Relapsed yesterday on day 8 . Starting over today day 0/14
I'm about to be on day 4
And i can tell things are happening as well. I'm wicked horny and I'm already imaging conversation starters with ladies from my contact list, hopefully leading to a hook up. When I'm binging that drive and motivation is lacking, which is depressing. Take porn away and now Women inspire my libido in real time in real life. Love it.
Keep up the good work man.
another day without M&O. Looked at some P, temptations were too strong but I didn't do the whole deed. trying not to look at porn also but (at the very least) I can say that my porn "consumption" is WAY WAY down from what it used to be. and I'm not M&&O'ing so I'm getting a little better. one day at a time.