[14-CHALLENGE] THE FOURTEEN DAYS CHALLENGE !

6/14
Aaagh! I forgot to update yesterday!

 

On day 7!! Halfway

Gods grace has been with me, met with a number of great individuals last night who have been through serious struggles and came out stronger on the other side. Such an encouragement, stay strong today everyone!

 

Day 6 complete. Closing in on the halfway point!

 

Bobsaggit. I relapsed last night... It's like my mind was telling me that it was okay to reward myself, but relapsing helps me in no way, shape, or form! Just gotta reboot and move forward. Day 0.

 

Thats a good plan. If/When the urges kick in, do remember that your roomate/friends can help take your mind off that state.

 

Hmm, i might just try that next time

 

I failed but I'm going to try again. I'm on day 5

 

Day 1 completed.

 

another day complete. lots of urges. fought them off.

 

Thanks bro Nice said still sober
check in day 8/14

 

Day 3. Doing fine. It's tough being in school again but I try to keep my hours down and focus on eating well and exercising etc.
Cheers!

 

Thanks man. Cold showers is certainly in my routine (sometimes). Last year I took one nearly every day, then I had an injury and now it's a couple times a week, maybe more. I now do NOT like hot showers, I'd rather warm or a little more than warm.


I'm sure this is obvious to most people, but I started smoking weed late afternoon and continued into the night. That I believe was my mistake, I'm more likely to say "fuck it, just a couple of pictures" or something like that. "Oh what if I type THIS in the search engine, wonder if that will have different pictures to click on". Shit like that.

Getting TOO drunk the night before, starting smoking weed in the afternoon, the chaser effect (after getting laid or getting a BJ), false confidence, boredom, and a fuck it attitude.

Since this is a learning experience and not a race.... these are my enemies that help me in my decision to relapse. Lol that and the fact that I'm compulsive . Bottom line is.... i'm just grateful that this is my biggest problem I have to face, considering the cards I was delt with in life . I could have been addicted to much MUCH worse habits. At least I'm not spending years relapsing with booze,heroine, pills, coke, cigarettes, meth, crack, smack, crackle and pop shop doowie wop wop. You know the rest.


Instead, I have a hard time not punching my clown to porn vids. It could always be worse.

 

Day 9, still getting close to failing. Trying to hold on.

 

Day 2- no real urges today, was keeping myself busy for the majority of the day. Feeling determined!

 

Checking in - day 8

 

day 1 im still here guys, motivated and strong abt making this happen

 

Day 10!!

-4

no need and no urgency

I feel better every day!

on the street I look at women in a different way!


I write to all the people who continue to fall: do not give up! I have fallen so many times but now I am here with 10 days clean!

 

I am ready for this!

 

@2525
I have finished my first week
should I start from 0 or 7?

 

NOfapp!?