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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Aug 30, 2017.
Day 14: done.
@2525 Thank you for the great challenge!
Moving on to the 21-Challenge!
I am at day 9 and counting! Today was good, no urges just a lot of work!
Day 13 completed. Only one day left, one last push.
day 1. getting back after 11 days no pmo.
It's been helpful to be fapstronaut .
it's time to give something back !
thx ! only thing I'm giving up is the thought that I can watch porn and not MO
Day 3 :3
Day Twelve, looking forward to getting back to day 14 (where my last streak ended). Feeling super good!!!
Day 1 passed, day 2 in progress. After releasing I do not feel very strong to do M once again, that's great news for me ! Now is to do 14-day challenge and whatever happen after that doesn't matter for me. I can even release in first minute of 15 day.
Day 6 is of 14 done with.
Feeling way better today. I do still feel a couple of urges here and there. Nothing that can't be handled.
Day 13, pretty tired, I have to quit smoking weed cause I have trouble sleeping with it. Medium urges but controllable. My libido is very high with women, although in a good way.
Day 11 piece of cake
Watched P. I am not counting this as a relapse as i stopped myself before M and the big decision i have made immediately after.
This decision was formed by this question:Who i want to be? I don't want to be an addict, a people not capable to love another person and constantly seeing the opposite sex as an object.
Would i want a person like that around the people i love? So i've decided that if i am not able to defeat my addiction i am not worth to stay with the people i love. How can i be a father, an husband, a son while i am a perv?
So from now on every day i will repeat this to myself.
Another question popped in my head? How can everyone live happy with PMO? Why cant they see the evilness inside it? Maybe they simply ignore it, PMO is attractive, they simply dont care, they dont feel like an addict.
So from now on i'll watch only my path and the journal of people from NoFap. I wont fall for people saying that PMO is good. I have tested on myself too many times and i can say that PMO is not Good!
I will avoid triggers, and i wont seek for P again. I will look for the beauty in God and in the real people that i meet everyday. For my sake and for the people i love i will do this
The Show must go on
Day 1 completed. At college all day, same as tomorrow, I should hopefully be cleared to day 3 which is my next day off. Still feeling bad about my relapse yesterday. For me, 9 days is a big streak to lose and it'll take me a good week to get over it, but I'll be fine
End of day 2. Feeling better this time
Day (2/14) completed for 9 days total of no PMO! Day 9 was an easy day, I kept myself busy with studying for my exams and being at school. This is the longest streak I have ever held of no PMO and I don't plan on stopping anytime soon. I'm so thankful for this community and helping me become a stronger person!