[14-CHALLENGE] THE FOURTEEN DAYS CHALLENGE !

Dude! I’m so proud of you. See you there in a few days.

 

10/14

This is officially the longest I’ve gone without O in 24 years. Been in a flatline basically since day two of the challenge. Which was a bit nerve wracking at first. But after reading more about it, it is encouraging that my brain is responding as should be expected. Rebooting is fully underway.

I spent the entire day with a beautiful, sexy, fun Brazilian girl I met. We had a blast. Really made the day fly by.

The fatigue seems to have passed, as have the headaches. And I’m sleeping better; not great, but better.

 

Day 0/14. I couldn't fall asleep today cause I have this strong feeling of anxiety and even guilt. I then realized that part of that feeling comes from my inability to abstain from porn and how I feel I'm almost betraying my girlfriend whom I love. So, I'm here to give myself another chance and hopefully this time I will succeed.

 

Day 0.5
I've been away for so long. Sorry, me. I'll probably just post the days, at least for now, so that I can be more consistent(or so that I will have less of an excuse not to post). Can't abando myself like that. I must not fool my body into think I'm self sufficient. I'm not. I need someone else. Sex cannot be done alone in an empty room. No need to torture myself like that.

 

Day 7

 

Day 3

 

10/14 double digits

 

day 0

 

Day 1/14.

 

Day 7/14

Halfway there!

It's been a struggle, honestly, but just have to keep pushing.

 

Day 3. Mental health and mind state improved.

 

Day 6

 

Day 8 out of 14 is completed. Have a good night all.

 

2/14 days in this challenge

 

Reset. Back to day 0.

 

0/14

 

Dag 4,remaining focused. I'm quitting masturbating to become a better man,instead of thinking about girls..I will actually meet and socialize with more girls in real life

 

Day 11 done. On to 12...

 

Day 10/14, I promise to be PM-Free today

 

Day 4