Day 2(9) - Woke up in the middle of the night and shed a few tears. Crying is a mystery for me when I am watching porn and masturbating, but each time I stop it happens randomly. That is a good sign, brain is rewiring. Woke up a few more times after that, that is also a good sign. Normally I sleep like a log for 7-8 hours (I used to have trouble with sleeping but that is pretty much gone with sleep hygiene and regular meditation). Every time I lack sleep I am prone to relapse, but it is not going to happen today. Since I am limiting my daily internet time, I wrote the about text 7 hours ago. Day is going fine and I am enjoying it! Had a wonderful conversation with my neighbor (female), keeping the eye contact was effortless. I guess that's because guilt and shame are gone.
Day 3/14. Good day! I can not believe how the mind can be so stupid with oneself. At the slightest opportunity reminds you of where you are from and that you should return there, but that is not true. You have to stay strong in the will and continue even if the temptation to see and touch is great. The writings in these post help and the friends that we are doing make us see how valuable we can be with each other. Thank you! You know who you are! We follow!
Hello everybody. I've just completed the 7 day challenge so here I am to enter the 14 days challenge. Day 1 for me!
Hi everybody! I finished the 7-day challenge and I 'm on up to the 14 one, as suggested by @2525 The thing I liked in @2525 14-day challenge, is that you have to start from scratch, even if you had a successful 7-day challenge in your calendar, exactly before the 2-week one. That's hard core man, that is what is all about after all. I will reset my counter first thing in the morning, just to feel proud about it Enough with talking. Action
Day 0 completed successfully Day 1 started I am dreaming (day dreaming)of my favourite actress talking seductively to me its making me worried Any how day 1 started
Day 3 - No PMO I'm not experiencing problematic urges during these days. I'm taking the driving license theory exam in a few hours, but I'm not really nervous because I passed all the simulations.
Day 7/14 I forgot to post yesterday.... It's been almost 7 days. I had great urge today for the M. But, I was able to tackle it with quite hard thanks to NoFap community. I hadn't any wet dream yet. I think it's going to be challenging for 14 days. I had just started No PMO from last 7 days. I had aim of 14 days. And I'm sure that I'll be successful. I would like to advise everyone that when any one felt urge, think about the future what you could have achieved if you were Doing NoPMO. Feel power in yourself.
"Completed Day 1" - "Starting Day 2" (total 46 days) Made it through day 1, and I'm feeling good, but the sad news is I woke up really late yesterday, because I messed up my schedule the day before. So now I've gotta fix the time I wake up, but I'm still going pretty strong on this streak so it didn't throw me off in any kind of way. No urges at all yesterday, which is awesome, but I still need to remain ready for any urges in the future, when ever that might be.
Day 3(10) - Feels good to be at double digits streak. The bad part are those withdrawal symptoms, mood swings (depression) and insomnia. I know from the experience insomnia will pass in the next couple of days. But I don't know a thing about mood swings. Last time when I was clean for 6 weeks, hell started from the beginning of 4th week and it was pretty much like that until I relapsed.
