Day 2(9) - Woke up in the middle of the night and shed a few tears. Crying is a mystery for me when I am watching porn and masturbating, but each time I stop it happens randomly. That is a good sign, brain is rewiring. Woke up a few more times after that, that is also a good sign. Normally I sleep like a log for 7-8 hours (I used to have trouble with sleeping but that is pretty much gone with sleep hygiene and regular meditation). Every time I lack sleep I am prone to relapse, but it is not going to happen today. Since I am limiting my daily internet time, I wrote the about text 7 hours ago. Day is going fine and I am enjoying it! Had a wonderful conversation with my neighbor (female), keeping the eye contact was effortless. I guess that's because guilt and shame are gone.