5/14... You really don't realise how fast 14 days go by when you're not restarting your counter 7 times during it. I was so close to breaking yesterday... it had me with my hand on my face demoralised, meditating and searching for the will to not pmo. I had an empty incognito window open... Randomly, I found an answer that helped me snap right out of the urges. IF I relapse today, on day 4, then in 4 days time I will be facing the exact same monster... If I only keep fighting now then maybe I will never see this monster again or maybe I fill find something to help me overcome it easier next time. Either way, restarting and facing the same monster again will only result in no answers and no progress. I pictured it like a dark souls boss... Don't give up after you've been hit, just keep going and you might work it out. I closed down my computer, went down stairs with my book and started reading. Here I am, proud to say I have made it to day 5; another monster to overcome but overcome it I will!