Just want to share this with someone and this is my current challange, were I find support, so I hope you dont mind. Had this experience this evening. Was going on youtube to search for interviews of people who used to be in the porn industry, telling about the negative side of it. To give myself even more reasons to remain on this sobriety path. I can honestly tell you there were nothing more than that I wanted to see. But as soon as the list of videos came up from my search I got this powerfull rush, similar to searshing for porn. Just seeing the faces of these women, knowing what they used to be doing for a living triggered me. Gosh, it came as a shock to me. My brain is really wired to consume that crap. Well I closed the page and nothing more happend so end of story. But it is a reminder to myself to be carefull and not take unneccessary risks to early in this process. Best of wishes!