2/14 Yesterday I was cutting hair till late in the evenings, in the evenings went for mass, at night watched some documentaries.
I failed on day 6 of the challenge! Nonetheless, it was day 13 of my streak, which is longer than I have been able to do in a while. Also, I didn't watch porn, I just masturbated as a way of coping with stress. I would appreciate any tips on how to deal with stress rather than masturbating, thanks!
Day 0 I relapsed last night and then this afternoon. I don't know why I am able to go for a whole week or so and then relapse a couple days in a row before I can get back on track, but I am determined to not relapse again today so that I can be stronger tomorrow and the next day. I feel things have gotten much worse recently but I don't entirely understand why. Maybe part of the issue is encountering the old circumstances from earlier years that would surround the habits of porn and masturbation: stress, solitude, late nights, unstructured time. With that in mind, I am going to craft a plan to structure my time better to avoid these issues (the solitude is not wholly unavoidable).
