Morning How are you all doing? Day 2 for me and the second round of making it to 14 days. Easy so far and looking forward to the challenge. What do you struggle with most over weekends?
Day 1. I need to stay off Instagram. Also, it's good to the gym, but it can be hard with all the young ladies in active wear. I need to keep my eyes and my mind focused on the workout -- part of the goal is being present minded in what I am doing and part is keeping my fiancee in mind.
2/14 Yesterday I was cutting hair till late in the evenings, in the evenings went for mass, at night watched some documentaries.
I failed on day 6 of the challenge! Nonetheless, it was day 13 of my streak, which is longer than I have been able to do in a while. Also, I didn't watch porn, I just masturbated as a way of coping with stress. I would appreciate any tips on how to deal with stress rather than masturbating, thanks!
Day 0 I relapsed last night and then this afternoon. I don't know why I am able to go for a whole week or so and then relapse a couple days in a row before I can get back on track, but I am determined to not relapse again today so that I can be stronger tomorrow and the next day. I feel things have gotten much worse recently but I don't entirely understand why. Maybe part of the issue is encountering the old circumstances from earlier years that would surround the habits of porn and masturbation: stress, solitude, late nights, unstructured time. With that in mind, I am going to craft a plan to structure my time better to avoid these issues (the solitude is not wholly unavoidable).
