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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Aug 30, 2017.
Thanks brother for your suggestion...it means a lot for me.
Glad you did. Try and take on a new challenge that can get your spirits up.
I have a testimony guys.
My major moments of relapse is when my friends go out and I'm all alone. There's nothing to hold me back from watching. Freedom is here.
Well I decide two days back to follow my friend for the second round of his audition. Which I don't normally do. I asked myself why I choose to go for what doesn't interest me. I just told myself it beats staying at home.
Today came and I decided to escort him. When we got there, he decided to go in while I wait outside. Before I sat a staff told me I could join them and I explained to him I was just escorting my bro, he still insisted I go in. The next guy I met at the Room where they were about to have a brief also asked me to join. I was scared of embarrassment when they find out I dent apply. Well I still went in and joined in the briefing. To cut the long story short, I was automatically included myself in the project. I was so happy because I learnt a lot from the brief and I got to join something I've never been a part of and I am pumped to see how I can apply myself. On my way home, a thought hit me. If I was still watching porn often, I would have chosen to stay home so I can binge on porn. I'm so glad I chose community over privacy. Then it also hit me. What other oppurtunities have I missed because of lust and porn?
Día 0/14. Me caigo, me vuelvo a levantar.
Day 9/14 done
Hi guys, i forgot to write cause i'm working so hard, but I relapsed again on Sunday and i got back to 0, now on day 1/14.
I feel so broken but I'll try again, there must be a particular way to get out from this prison.
My last trigger was a struggle with my wife that made me sad and when i saw myself alone in the Room, I PMOed all night long. Last night we sealed the peace, and i had a great night of sleep.
Trying to survive for today.
Day 7/14, an new personal best!
Day 3 of 14!
Day 8/14 ...feeling better
Thanks brother for your support... I already have task and I will try to do...
Day 8/14.... Excited to be part of this, lets keep the momentum.
I can hear you @Froger - 'Choosing community over privacy' is true and have experienced it first hand. It means investing in real people and relations rather than pixels on the screen. Yes, somehow I feel privacy is overrated today in such cases. Glad that you took step in the right direction
@davidbowie PMO feeds on sadness and loneliness combo. That does not mean that we cannot be sad, but like you did, the best way to deal with this is to man up and speak up instead of PMO and releasing it. I am also in the same boat. You have just read my mind somehow. Don't give up.
Day 2/14. I almost gave up yesterday night when I got up alone again and could not sleep, but I would not count that as a relapse. I tried doing pushups but did not help much . Lack of sleep and loneliness is a trigger.