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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Aug 30, 2017.
I don't have any urges but..I'm feeling very low. I know that it could lead to M and i thought that coming to thread will help me.
I'm trying to be positive.
@nilesh bodhale i feel the same way but i this moments is when you have to be stronger. You have to rationalize the situation, because the P and M won't help you, maybe that seems like a good decision now but thats gonna change after you do it or tomorrow when you be more quite.
Day 3/14! checking in...
Thanks brother for your suggestion...it means a lot for me.
Glad you did. Try and take on a new challenge that can get your spirits up.
I have a testimony guys.
My major moments of relapse is when my friends go out and I'm all alone. There's nothing to hold me back from watching. Freedom is here.
Well I decide two days back to follow my friend for the second round of his audition. Which I don't normally do. I asked myself why I choose to go for what doesn't interest me. I just told myself it beats staying at home.
Today came and I decided to escort him. When we got there, he decided to go in while I wait outside. Before I sat a staff told me I could join them and I explained to him I was just escorting my bro, he still insisted I go in. The next guy I met at the Room where they were about to have a brief also asked me to join. I was scared of embarrassment when they find out I dent apply. Well I still went in and joined in the briefing. To cut the long story short, I was automatically included myself in the project. I was so happy because I learnt a lot from the brief and I got to join something I've never been a part of and I am pumped to see how I can apply myself. On my way home, a thought hit me. If I was still watching porn often, I would have chosen to stay home so I can binge on porn. I'm so glad I chose community over privacy. Then it also hit me. What other oppurtunities have I missed because of lust and porn?
Día 0/14. Me caigo, me vuelvo a levantar.
Day 9/14 done
Hi guys, i forgot to write cause i'm working so hard, but I relapsed again on Sunday and i got back to 0, now on day 1/14.
I feel so broken but I'll try again, there must be a particular way to get out from this prison.
My last trigger was a struggle with my wife that made me sad and when i saw myself alone in the Room, I PMOed all night long. Last night we sealed the peace, and i had a great night of sleep.
Trying to survive for today.
Day 7/14, an new personal best!
Day 3 of 14!
Day 8/14 ...feeling better
Thanks brother for your support... I already have task and I will try to do...