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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, Aug 30, 2017.
Had to restart. Day 1/14 again.
Woke up with stiff wood. Fantasies about girls I know. Tough tough tough.
Resist! Purge the urge as someone else coined the phrase
Good luck. You’ll win in the long run
Woke up feeling aroused- had dreams/thoughts that were stimulating.
But fighting on!
Day 0. I haven't broken my promise at all but I also forgot to post in this challenge while I was out of town. I'm just going to restart the challenge. It feels good to have a fresh start with it anyway. I think I was starting to underestimate things, so it's nice that 14 days seems a little bit daunting at the moment.
Challenge Completed, going to the next one.
Day 11/14 (18)
Missed posting here yesterday. Was so exhausted after work.
Also My journal got moved.
I'm trying to update daily
Commander, engineering reports an itching...Ignore it!
This morning had my first wet dream of the process since I started trying again to kick PMO this year (last reset was two days ago because of peeking at and edging to PSubs, but last O was with my partner a week ago, and last MO to PSubs was over two weeks ago now, with the last time I watched actual P perhaps over a month ago). It's funny, it was like Inception - I had a sexual dream, then dreamt I had woken up from it in my old bed in the house I lived in as a teenager and that I MO'd to the memory of the wet dream, and in the dream I got anxious because of the thought I had relapsed because of the chaser effect - then I actually woke up in my real bed and realised it had just been a dream and no harm done. I've seen a lot of people relating a similar sort of streak-related anxiety in their dreams, and it's the first time I've had that myself. Anyway, blasted away the cobwebs with a cold shower. Still on guard in case of any creeping chaser effect, but I feel good now knowing that I'm making progress and I had another PMO-free day!
Day 1. Slow start today and the stress is there. Gotta ignore things and get done what I can. The ball rolls on.
Day 10 completed
Day 0. I'm in!