Woke up with stiff wood. Fantasies about girls I know. Tough tough tough. Resist! Purge the urge as someone else coined the phrase
Day 0. I haven't broken my promise at all but I also forgot to post in this challenge while I was out of town. I'm just going to restart the challenge. It feels good to have a fresh start with it anyway. I think I was starting to underestimate things, so it's nice that 14 days seems a little bit daunting at the moment.
Day 11/14 (18) Missed posting here yesterday. Was so exhausted after work. Also My journal got moved. https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...ew-here-my-journal.147318/page-2#post-1958932 I'm trying to update daily
Day 2/14. This morning had my first wet dream of the process since I started trying again to kick PMO this year (last reset was two days ago because of peeking at and edging to PSubs, but last O was with my partner a week ago, and last MO to PSubs was over two weeks ago now, with the last time I watched actual P perhaps over a month ago). It's funny, it was like Inception - I had a sexual dream, then dreamt I had woken up from it in my old bed in the house I lived in as a teenager and that I MO'd to the memory of the wet dream, and in the dream I got anxious because of the thought I had relapsed because of the chaser effect - then I actually woke up in my real bed and realised it had just been a dream and no harm done. I've seen a lot of people relating a similar sort of streak-related anxiety in their dreams, and it's the first time I've had that myself. Anyway, blasted away the cobwebs with a cold shower. Still on guard in case of any creeping chaser effect, but I feel good now knowing that I'm making progress and I had another PMO-free day!
Day 1. Slow start today and the stress is there. Gotta ignore things and get done what I can. The ball rolls on.
