Goddamnit, relapsed...back to day 1. It's never to leave myself alone for too long, especially at night fuck
Day 8/14 Was a bit tired in the afternoon, but I had great confidence the whole day. Had some light urges but nothing too much too handle.
My first week of monk mode was really hard. I thought my prostate would explode. However, I feel way closer to my wife now. We had a great week together and I feel so pumped going into week 2!
Yesterday I completed day 9/14. Thanks to the forum and your support I was able to stay strong. I already reached 26 days before, but that was during an internship. Now I am at university for usual studying again and that are much harder conditions, as I have to manage myself and have lots of possibilities to become weak. I am proud to have made it until now and I am really thankfull to the forum and this powerfull atmosphere here.
Day 9/14 Good confidence and decent energy. I also feel more resistant to the coldness from my cold showers, think I will increase the coldness a little bit.
Day 3 Back on the grind. Its a new week and I'm already feeling a bit tired. I need to make it a habit to check in once everyday. Stay strong everyone!
