14 days in and no urges at all?????

The first 5 days were the worst. Day 8 and 9, things started to get better and the "brain fog" disappeared. My last, longest streak was 27 days. I had just came back from Christmas leave (I'm in the military) and I was set on quiting.

Being away from work for 2 weeks made a perfect time to get a long streak going. Everything was new at work so that made quiting easier. I didn't have urges when I came home but I wasn't aware of my trigger so a relapse was imminent. A night of edging, harmless right? Fuck no. Relapsed hard. And that was that.

Now, I'm wiser and stronger than ever before. I deleted fb and instagram and that was technically the end of triggers for me. Indent edge anymore either. Now, I don't understand why I'm not having earth shattering urges. Any guess? My last relapse was with instagram and fb not p so maybe this is why.

 

Thanks bro! Four more days and you'll be golden.