17 days after 10 years- Its not over until i win !!!!! read

My story- its not over until i win! that dream that your holding in your mind ... its not over until the fat lady sings.. what we say as human's is that i can have my dream thats its possible as we run towrards it as we work day in and day out on it and most people do not work on their dream. Why ?? one is because of fear.. the fear of failure that fear of given up the fear of regreat the pain of replaseing.

A background

When writing this im a little under the infulence. Had a few beers!. before i used to watch porn basically right now i would be winking LOL but weirdly i feel amazing right now writing this as think its been 17 days since i watched porn. i cant not remember the last thing i jerked must have been like 6 weeks ago and strangly i feel pretty dam great.

I started uni again and i work like 30 hours a week so im kept busy started the gym after 5 days its really amazing how producive i have become. My parents got hight speed interent when i was like 12 and ever since i became a porn addict, however not knowing the effects it became a addiction. After a bad break up it became something more, a part of habbit, a part of plessure a part of habbit like a day without it was like a day without water. people say the the small advertisements on youtube are annoying and i say so as well however i let on ad skip beyond 5 secs one day thing it was a sports ad and the meaning about the ad was that one day you meet a goal the next day that goal is in the past and tomorrow is a new day a new goal!. Strange i realised porn was not dragging me now making me tired and making me a different personal i am.

Its been 17 days since i watched porn ages since i jerked off and i feel great and lively. i go to work in the bar i work, i go to uni and learn new things and i love this aspect of life. However the tough of relasping is ever occuring (excuseing the spelling) and it sucks. This website has made the world of difference and i love it

fellow Fapstronauts you guys are amazing keep motivating yourself with information, i would suggested youtube videos on motivating their great!!!