Hey guys. Do you see it as i do? I am free for 17 days. I am still alive. I am surprised. I am happy. I am the one. I feel i started just an hour ago. How all these days and hours passed??! Do you have an explanation??! I would like to tell you why i am surprised. My age is 27, i started PMO since about 11 years. Of course i wasn't making high records of this when i was younger. But believe me, i think i hit some world records lately. I believe i at least M for 6 times daily, when i was tired or had no time. You are free to imagine how i was on weekends. I think i used every single opportunity to go M. My thing was pushing semen more than urine. I believed M was my way of expressing joy or sadness. Somedays i may see a girl i don't know in a cafe and i get directly in the bathroom to fantasize and M. This takes me not more than 5 min. To say the truth my thing nearly never let me down. It was always ready. But what changed is that i filled that my thing is in charge not me. I stopped to have joy after the process although i developped my techniques. Triggers were not enough to set me to the fire mood. Beside this i had very miserable social problems of oogling and objectifying. For me the ladies meant nothing but a ******. Once i see one of them, no matter she is beautiful or not, i realize she will be the guest of my imagination. Another problem was tending to stay alone. I may invite friends to spend time together and then shortly feel i would like them to go to open my laptop. I felt some sort afraid of how will i be in real situations, but actually i am still virgin and willing to marry after 8 months "i hope fair enough to cure any undiscovered problem" Now do you see my record, 17 days passed. I thought i will never continue 10 hours. that is what i was used to. For my experience in these days i would like first to thank all of you here, really encouraging with positve pushes or even describing problems that we should avoid. Second in my past days i had only 2 hard days, the rest i was busy enough to think about anything. Spirtual power makes a lot. I believe God gives us the strenght to bear. I was willing to write a post like this every two weeks, but i was surprised that time passed easier than i imagined. Wait for me at day 30. See you, bye bye.