17 year old male. Need female AP. If anyone interested.

Discussion in 'Accountability Partners' started by chirag07, Sep 3, 2020.

  1. chirag07

    chirag07 Fapstronaut

    Hello friends, I am chirag and I am 17 years old male. I am addicted to porn for 2 years. I am doing masturbation almost daily from the last 2 months and I am too addicted to that. Due to watching porn and doing masturbation daily I kinda lost self-control. Due to high dopamine through porn, now I am not enjoying essential things that I have to do like reading, studying, self-development things, and lot more. I lost motivation to do such things. I plan my day to do important things but I end up doing nothing, I just do timepass whole day. I feel like I am lost and now want my life to be on track again.

    If you are reading this I guess you are wondering why I want female AP. I am a stammerer boy. I guess you know what stammering is and if you don't then just google it. I when I was 6 years old, I don't know something happened to me, and then I wasn't able to speak for one month or something. then slowly I started speaking but I was stammering too much like gaps were intense. then by time it is healing slowly but not completely. It is still biggest problem in my life. Due to this I be quiet most of the time. In school, if the teacher asks me something, then even if I know still I say I don't know and I don't answer that. I have friends but not a lot. I am in college now from 2 years but still, only some friends know about my stammering and not a single teacher knows it. I can't speak with girls. I don't have any female friends. I just want to feel how it feels like to talk with girl. I am quite good at studies because I didn't had friends so, I was used to be at home all day. I cry almost 1-2 times a week because something happens at college or if i go to store for buy something or when I go to event or function, I stammer and It is the worst feeling i ever felt or will feel. It just pieces me off and I am trying really hard to cure this. I know if i can deal with this problem then no problem will be bigger for me then this and I will do cure this anyway.
  2. chirag07

    chirag07 Fapstronaut

  3. TheStranger

    TheStranger Fapstronaut

    I don't think getting a female AP could help you with your stammering/stuttering and I highly doubt any female members would be down with that but you could always try but don't keep your hopes up. I use to stutter all the time when talking to teachers or new people but because I forced myself to presentate and through persistence I was able to overcome this problem. Talking to people about whatever topic it may be surely will help you out. Good luck.
  4. nuke the dapper

    nuke the dapper Fapstronaut

    Yeh nofap h bro
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